my brain when i saw this boy immediately took two paths
the immature path:
"OMG GHOST THIS BOY IS SO HANDSOME I LOVE DRACQUIDS AND BRIGHT COLORS AND BLACK QUIP AND GHOST OMG PLEASE CAN I STEAL HIM AND/OR ALL HIS BREEDING SLOTS I WANT HIM SO BAD"
...and the mature path:
"wow Ghost, this boy is truly gorgeous, i love his colors and quip and he's just wow. <3 i'm sorry for the tough times you've been having, i also have clinical anxiety and i understand that kind of pressure, you totally deserve him q v q congrats!"
i took the first path before i read your post, and the second one afterward xD i truly am sorry and i hope you feel better soon, enjoy this lovely boy in the meantime. c: