
It's dark in here.
But that's all I can say. Other than that, well... I'll just say that I
need a lantern in here. Anything with light, actually. I can feel
something creeping up my spine — something like a long, woolen
caterpillar, died and come back to life. And then it's gone again.
Vanished, turned into dust.
It's unpleasant.
Everything's unpleasant.
Taking a deep breath isn't easy when you're already gasping for air,
especially when everything around you radiates danger. A mellow,
bleak tune wraps me up, just like a chrysalis. It's holding me tightly,
that melody, squeezing my lungs, making it even harder for me to
catch my breath. I'm certain that I'll black out eventually. After all,
just a glance at this revolting place and you can tell.
The ground is littered with broken stepping stones, as though they were once graves, stepped upon and crushed under the weight of the darkness around me. The bushes, those cursed bushes, I swear they were gripping for my feet. The trees, they do not want me to leave. They tighten their tall branches above me, an ashen tunnel hardly showing me the way.
Fallen leaves cover the earth beneath me, but they didn't look old. In fact, they looked poisoned. Reeking of doom. And yet, that's the air I want to breathe in, and have breathed in for who knows how long.
I'm suffocating. But I can't tell how long it'll be before I get faint.
My heart is fluttering. This forest is killing me, slowly, and my lungs are screaming for air. Or maybe it's just me and my thoughts, because they haven't been so clear lately. But how could all this be an illusion?

I've been through quite a lot of things. I've fallen down a rabbit hole, been told I was 'The One,' and by very strange creatures at that. What else happens, I've been wounded by what they call the 'Bandersnatch.' Now I'm injured, broken and battered, in this nightmare of a grove.
Looking up again, I realize something. The trees have parted a little
— I can barely see it, but it's there. I see the sky,
but it's not the sky as I remember it. Through the opening, I notice how... dead the
sky was. It looked sick. Toxins pulsed through sinews of dark blue,
coursing through clouds, dripping tiny, tainted raindrops on the tree branches.
Finally, I catch sight of the moon. What's it like? It's... clean.
Compared to everything else I've seen, it's clean. But then the
crescent turns, twin eyes blinking, and I realized that it wasn't the
moon.

It was a sinister smile.
Something — maybe the bushes, maybe the melody — pulls me back.
The branches enclose, and I'm back in this shroud of shadows. Vines
— vines just as dark and corrupted as the other plants — circled
around me. It was easy imagining a plague here.
Those eyes appeared again; this time with no smile. Everything
around me dimmed, faded; all I was able to state at was those eyes.
Those eyes were... strange, to say. As if they had witnessed the
worst, experienced things nearly as bad, and never thought they'd
live to see another sunrise... assuming there even was a sun here,
which I was hardly sure of anymore.
And then invisible lips lifted, curled back, revealing pointed teeth.
Slowly, it begins in the middle, slightly below the eyes, gleaming in
the meager light of the dying mushrooms sticking to the sickly trees.
Then the corners of the smile appear; they almost touch the eyes.
A truly menacing smile.

I'm being held back from the face. The death-desire song broke into
a thousand uncertain whispers, and I descended. The vines retreated,
and the trees broke apart, wooden arms unwinding like two lovers
never destined to be together. Sad, but beautiful. The ailing air lifted,
leaving a strange wonder behind.
The air stirs, and wisps take form, spinning around the face. It
solidifies into fur, whiskers, pointed ears, and I see him; a head, still
cloaked in mystery, one that barely resembled that of any animal's.
Then the rest of its body materialized: a charcoal-gray mane, a
bushy tail, and seemingly boneless limbs. Pallid green stripes ran
across its pelt, which looked like an anti-gravity furcoat supported
by a mushroom cloud.
"Why, hello," an obviously male voice says, resonating from his
throat. My mood lifts, if only slightly, at the sound of another person;
a person that was hopefully more sane than the others. He certainly
doesn't look sane, however. His limbs float as if he'd never walked
on them, as if they were only there so that he would look more normal.
A profound madness showed in his eyes; a controlled but still
wild insanity, chained but not truly tamed. He lowered himself to
level ground and stated at me with his beady yellow eyes.

You know what it feels like when your throat goes dry? I've just
remembered what it feels like, because now I can't speak. I'm
opening my mouth but no words are coming out. Instead, the
creature says, "I am the Cheshire. And you don't look well,"
he murmurs, taking note of my wound. He calmly taps it with a
gentle paw. "You're hurt. But that isn't it. You're lost, aren't you?"
I nod.
He nods back. "Only a few find the way, some don't recognize it
when they do — some... don't ever want to." He looks back at me.
"But that hardly matters, true? We're all mad here."