by Shai » Sat Jan 14, 2012 7:34 pm
Mother.. Shut up. Just shut up.
I've known for a long time how stupid I am
how fat I am
I do not need you to keep reminding me of that
every. single. day.
And then after telling me I'm fat, you have the nerve to ask why I occasionally skip meals?
I've got horrid self-esteem, and this really isn't helping.
I hate to think what you would do if you discovered what I do to myself to help hide this pain and stress.
Stress that you're just adding to.
I know that you're unwell, but that does not give you the right to yell at me so much and treat me like this.
I lock myself in my room just to avoid you, but that makes you yell more when I eventually have to come out.
Ugh.. I am so so sick and tired of this.