troblsomtwins829 wrote:Don't give in.... >.< Second part of my quote. Don't let it consume you. I have no more fear (Except in the SW) so I don't feel that rush, just the urge to stab something solid and see if I can somehow break it. (The object in my hand) which is also Evil's vibe.
hmmm.... i got it~~!! :3 try eating something, or setting something out that has a scent that you really like. like my soap for example. place it nearby and make sure the fumes enter through your nose.
I just think "Breath in, breath out. Darkness. Shrouds of darkness. You're in a cave, not on the sun. Darkness. ...Now, damp. Moist air. Water dripping. Now the stone walls." I wait until I am absolutely sure that I can see my place, then I wait for my eyes to start twitching. Then I'm there. :3
Oddly, my eyes twitch when I meditate, so I know when I'm ready. Or at least I think it's working. I'm soeaking with Teenka openly at least. I'm gonna try and meditate properly tonight; my brothers are both asleep, so I won't have any disturbences. Unless my step-bro next to my room decides to blast his music. >3>