Spirit Guides: Finding Them, Talking To Them, etc.

[Maevai]

Good luck!.

I don't know why, but whenever I officially in the spirit world my head will twitch by itself. Just a random muscle spasm.

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[Beebs]

GAAAAAAH! I was sitting in my room, and I had fixed my clock problem. Just covering it up with two comforters and sticking it in the back of my room muffles it's noises. c: Yay!

Anyways, once I had done that, I calmed myself. Then I tried to think of my safe place. Once I was for sure I had made it into the SPW, because my eyes oddly twitched under my eye lids when I do, I called for Teenka. He dropped down in front of me; he must've been on the ceiling or something. I smiled and greeted him, then he did the same. Then he asked me, "So, where have you been?" I was tempted to rush forward and hug him, but I thought I shouldn't. "Sorry, I've just been so busy, and my clock's annoying." Well, my eyes were starting to itch. ene" They don't normally itch when I meditate, so I had to be stupid enough and scratch them and break my disconnection.

So I tried to get back to Teenka. Right as I got my safe place in my head, I suddenly here my step-dad and two year old half brother. My step-dad spanked him for doing something naughty, yelled "I TOLD YOU NO!" THen my brother let out this temper tantrum. Well, I can't meditate now, because the vent leading from the living room right to the outside door of my bedroom happens to make noises from there leak in. >3<

Well, at least I know Teenka's alright. Maybe I'll try again before I go to bed. (Even though I have five tests for school tomarrow. xD Oh well, I can't study for it, and all they told us was to get a goood sleep and have some breakfast. That doesn't happen here, so forget it. x3)

[Charias]

I think I'm going to try to meditate now (and try not to fall asleep!) though I doubt it'll be easy because both my 5 year old brother and my dog Reggie are snoring really loud :|

[troblsomtwins829]

Woah.... Ryuunan said some pretty freaky stuff... O.O

Okay, I meditated, and I went back there. back into the shadow base, and I heard the cries of the SA's still captured there, but Ryuunan told me last time to "Follow her path and I'll be able to leave" I noticed there was a small area that wasn't black and oozy, but was the color of regular stone. I figured that was it, so I followed it, it lead here, there and everywhere and I got a little nervous, I kid you not. with all that screaming going on, and the fear of Ryuunan getting hurt, I thought about leaving right then and there. fortunately (for once) Bad actually saved the day, repeating one of my favorite quotes that I'd always followed and encouraged others to follow. "Never give up, Never give in; Don't stop, Don't look back" Bad just kept repeating it, over and over, and I followed the path over it's twists and turns and up some stairs, then down.

I finally got close to an exit! but then I heard growling behind me.
"You fool... you should have NEVER come back!" it snapped. it was a black wolf with some ooze coming out of it and amber eyes ^^ yup, it was Terran.
Oh, hey! Terran... what's up? (lolz... worst thing to say right then ^^U)
he said something else and then leaped at me a few times, I tried to get up and move around, backing up trying to talk him out of it. and I fell =.= RIGHT into the acidic ocean and it burned SO FREAKING MUCH!!! It burned more than the Shadows!!! >.<
I kept looking for some sort of shore line and swimming in the direction my gut told me it would be. after a few minutes, I started begging Ryuunan to come and to be safe. After a while, she did. THANK YOU!!!! I learned her wings are a very light yellowish white with some sort of gold lining. she got under me in the water and lifted me. I was so grateful.
'till she said she was testing me >.> I was kinda mad, but also relieved at the same time. at least she was okay.
She actually took me to see Mino! I got ot hug him and actually say good-bye, strangly enough, My old SP was right in the middle of "The Darker Forest" when I asked why it wasn't all taken over, Ryuunan told me this:
"Because some of the areas are shared by more than one person, like yourself. The more people that share, the purer the land they reside." which I thought was kinda bogus due to my previous theories, but I said nothing.
On the trip BACK to my island, I leaned about her mane color. a blonde-white color, VERY soft!! =w= I clung on it the whole way and almost fell asleep. When we landed I asked another question, I forgot what it was. and then I ase dhte one that was on my mind for a while.
Ryuunan, why do you always call me "My child?"
"Because, my child, you are one of my children. I am mother to all of the trees, the buildings, the people. Everything that has ever lived is my child."
What...? I don't get it... that just didn't make sense to me =.= then she touched her nose to mine and told me to go back. It was black nose :3 I learned 3 parts to her this trip, I say that's a success! XD

but what she said... THAT was confusing... anyone have ideas?

[Ara.]

You know what?

It's in situations like this when being an empath, and a fighter none the less, really gets painful. I was going through my normal drills and I was assaulted by visions. Why does everyone else have normal sprit guides? Mine just harassed me with visions of the past, present, and sometimes future when I'm practicing. It's always during archery or sword work, too. Horrid timing.

And the headaches-- oh, the headaches...

[troblsomtwins829]

Yeah, they come a lot. it isn't exactly your fault.

Ryuunan isn't really what I'd consider... "normal" She has yet to show me the rest of her tail and her head, not including antlers or nose. and she's very confusing most times =.= it'd help a LOT if she didn't test me just for the heck of it.


Oh yeah, I almost forgot ^^ I feel really happy about this, but I told Ryuunan that I loved her before I left. I feel so floaty inside.

[Maevai]

Interesting. o_o

I can't meditate for a few days, unfortunately. The environment I'm in at the moment is too distracting.

I am an empath, myself, and yes it is pretty hard.
I can't go into churches or anything because of how strong it is in me.
When I go into a church, I get flooded with everyone's emotions and it always rubs me the wrong way.
It makes me very uncomfortable.
All I feel is judgement, others' sense of authority, and mostly false devotion. Preppiness.

[troblsomtwins829]

I KNOW right?! >.< What the heck does she man "Everything that has ever lived is my child?!" Does she just think that, or is there some other part to it?

[Ara.]

Interesting. o_o

I can't meditate for a few days, unfortunately. The environment I'm in at the moment is too distracting.

I am an empath, myself, and yes it is pretty hard.
I can't go into churches or anything because of how strong it is in me.
When I go into a church, I get flooded with everyone's emotions and it always rubs me the wrong way.
It makes me very uncomfortable.
All I feel is judgement, others' sense of authority, and mostly false devotion. Preppiness.

It's even worse for me, I can guarantee you that much. Try going against people in a one-on-one fight and getting tangled in those emotions. Fear is the worst to feel because of how deathly strong it is. It really takes all my wits just to keep myself together under that strain. Anyone who ever picks up a weapon in a contained environment gets that rush, and it's bloody intoxicating, I have to say. Maybe that's what keeps me going.

[Sootlet]

I can't meditate at all now. My incense would help me and every time I light it it's like someone puts it out it never has done that and there's no breeze