Spirit Guides: Finding Them, Talking To Them, etc.

[Maevai]

I think I may know what the leader of the shadows is.
I believe it is a female (I could be wrong)
She is not black, but white, and she seems to be some sort of large canine.
Her eyes are large and evil and they seem to look through your soul and heart, grabbing it with fear.
She has a face bright red with blood and massive teeth that almost look human.
I've seen her in my dreams, and sometimes when I close my eyes and she's on my mind. I see her grinning at me with that evil and my whole body gets very hot and I start shaking and sweating. I can't breath and I can feel my heart pounding.
She's powerful and has a lot of respect, though I can't know if she can really cause much harm.

Recently I've managed to get over my fear of her. I just relaxed myself and let her come to me, I didn't try to block it.
It felt like I was drowning in bright red flames, and I saw her face in front of me, but I felt no fear or pain.
Very strange.
Has anyone else seen her?

[RoyalDarkness316~]

No, the leader is a large, black wolf with the evilest red eyes. i've seen that wolf, too, and she's his mate.

[Maevai]

That makes a lot of sense.
I believe there is a photo of her somewhere on the internet, and I've seen it before too and it was the only thing that has EVER really made me feel that way. I'm not going to look for it, show anyone, or even tell anyone what the name of the picture is called. It is terrifying. It really is.

I've never seen her mate though.

[Doctor! Really...?]

Could you PM me it? I want to know what I'm looking for.

[Maevai]

Could you PM me it? I want to know what I'm looking for.

As I said, I'm telling know one. It doesn't seem that scary until you actually see it, and then you will regret it.. probably for a VERY long time. I've never forgotten it, and I wish to this day that I had never seen her.
I don't want to give anyone that grief.

[coco-kitten]

Outside of or inside of meditation?

Either way. c:

[Doctor! Really...?]

Could you PM me it? I want to know what I'm looking for.

As I said, I'm telling know one. It doesn't seem that scary until you actually see it, and then you will regret it.. probably for a VERY long time. I've never forgotten it, and I wish to this day that I had never seen her.
I don't want to give anyone that grief.

Ummm.. Believe me
You don't have to, could you describe the less scary parts at least?

[Maevai]

Could you PM me it? I want to know what I'm looking for.

As I said, I'm telling know one. It doesn't seem that scary until you actually see it, and then you will regret it.. probably for a VERY long time. I've never forgotten it, and I wish to this day that I had never seen her.
I don't want to give anyone that grief.

Ummm.. Believe me
You don't have to, could you describe the less scary parts at least?

The name of the picture isn't scary at all, it's actually very misleading.
If you type it in on google, it will give you the picture.
Another reason I won't tell XD

[Shiverice]

Yeah, she's Lord Akrin's mate. Lord Akrin is the leader of the shadows.

[Doctor! Really...?]

I PROMISE you I would not, and if you don't trust my word, that's your choice not mine.