Spirit Guides: Finding Them, Talking To Them, etc.

[Sootlet]

Umm let's just say she pissed me off greatly... But either way these fights have been going on for awhile

[troblsomtwins829]

maybe your anger and lust caused shadows to appear, and with how focused you were on it. it probably went straight for your SA, the source of purity, and you cause for remaining with him. the closest friend you ever had. The darkness in our own hearts can be a very dangerous thing. the shadows that are all over my city, I can identify them as small amounts of anger or sadness I build up. (I noticed one of the smaller ones missing, after I saw the end of Of Mice and Men, so sad ) I had never lashed it out to anyone, they never had any solid target, so they just... drift there, unnoticed, uncaring. I think I get the city being broken, not JUST that it feels safe, but it's a visualization of my mind and it's state, some parts are broke to the point of no return, but in it's place, something is growing; being nurtured. I've no idea what yet, because these plants are fairly young.

[Sootlet]

So...I'm dEstroying Yal? Wow... Now I just feel worse

[Maevai]

I believe the other shadows may be taking the 'fresh' SAs to make them corrupted like them..

[Coseylion]

I believe the other shadows may be taking the 'fresh' SAs to make them corrupted like them..

Huh? What's going on? ._.

[Maevai]

Many things :<

[troblsomtwins829]

Two words of advice, he isnt completely taken over yet, o it'll do the most good to follow it NOW.

Let go. yes, you can build up your anger or hurt as much as you want, but don;t focus it, let it be trapped and it'll wonder around without a care in the world and completely harmless. if your 'friend' lashes out at you again, don't lash back. HOLD IN your anger, he/she will begin to think your ignoring them. that isn't completely the case. they'll lash out their entire string of insults until they can't think of any, and probably begin to cry or walk away.

right before they leave, I want you to say this: "Fighting won't solve anything." and if you or he asks why, it's because anger and hatred only cause more of so. and such desires and revenge never got anyone anything.
*nods* it took me years to finally stop lashing out at people, now they fear me because I'm so quiet.

maybe your anger and lust caused shadows to appear, and with how focused you were on it. it probably went straight for your SA, the source of purity, and you cause for remaining with him. the closest friend you ever had. The darkness in our own hearts can be a very dangerous thing. the shadows that are all over my city, I can identify them as small amounts of anger or sadness I build up. (I noticed one of the smaller ones missing, after I saw the end of Of Mice and Men, so sad ) I had never lashed it out to anyone, they never had any solid target, so they just... drift there, unnoticed, uncaring. I think I get the city being broken, not JUST that it feels safe, but it's a visualization of my mind and it's state, some parts are broke to the point of no return, but in it's place, something is growing; being nurtured. I've no idea what yet, because these plants are fairly young.

I think our mystery is solved

[Jenye]

Um... Hello, I see this is a discussion about spirit animals... I would like to join, I have one :3

[troblsomtwins829]

sure I'd like you to read the above post as fair warning you not lose yours at some point in time

[Sootlet]

Two words of advice, he isnt completely taken over yet, o it'll do the most good to follow it NOW.

Let go. yes, you can build up your anger or hurt as much as you want, but don;t focus it, let it be trapped and it'll wonder around without a care in the world and completely harmless. if your 'friend' lashes out at you again, don't lash back. HOLD IN your anger, he/she will begin to think your ignoring them. that isn't completely the case. they'll lash out their entire string of insults until they can't think of any, and probably begin to cry or walk away.

right before they leave, I want you to say this: "Fighting won't solve anything." and if you or he asks why, it's because anger and hatred only cause more of so. and such desires and revenge never got anyone anything.
*nods* it took me years to finally stop lashing out at people, now they fear me because I'm so quiet.

maybe your anger and lust caused shadows to appear, and with how focused you were on it. it probably went straight for your SA, the source of purity, and you cause for remaining with him. the closest friend you ever had. The darkness in our own hearts can be a very dangerous thing. the shadows that are all over my city, I can identify them as small amounts of anger or sadness I build up. (I noticed one of the smaller ones missing, after I saw the end of Of Mice and Men, so sad ) I had never lashed it out to anyone, they never had any solid target, so they just... drift there, unnoticed, uncaring. I think I get the city being broken, not JUST that it feels safe, but it's a visualization of my mind and it's state, some parts are broke to the point of no return, but in it's place, something is growing; being nurtured. I've no idea what yet, because these plants are fairly young.

I think our mystery is solved

I do ignore her...but thens she's soo stupid. I've been bottling my emotions for awhile... The solution is to let it all out. But the lids are on so tight that I can't now.. So it must be affecting yal