by Sen507 » Thu Dec 29, 2011 4:18 am
I HATE this so much! My mom is so horrible towards me, yes, she's very sick, yes, I'm supposed to be helping her but guess what? It's really hard when she's like this. She has been making me take acting lessons for the past two and a half years and I hate them so much! It has made every Wednesday terrible for me! The worst part is that she keeps saying I enjoy acting no matter how many times I tell her that I hate it, she just won't listen. She says I'm good at nothing so I have to stick with something I'm not good at then since otherwise I can't get into one of three best collages... Sigh. She says I have to memorize a monologue for her in half an hour and recite it perfectly or apparently I don't love her. She says I also have to get a lead part in the school play. Mom, I haven't been able to memorize anything for the past three months, I can certainly not memorize a whole play in two months, I would have to stay after school for 2-3 hours each day if I was in the play, including weekends and I hate being at school, I hate having other children around me, most of them are idiots. Sigh. She says I can stop acting if I get a lead in the play and do really well but then she says instead I will have to go to someone to teach me to be more mentally normal twice a week, yeah no mom, I'm not insane and that is just as bad as acting. If acting is getting me anywhere why would going to see a shrink twice a week be any better? *grumbles*
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