by Metallic Dragon » Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:45 pm
My best friend is leaving for two years in a week. I was planning on hanging out with him as much as possible before he leaves. But no, he found a girl... And ever since he's been blowing me off... Our pact of finishing all three Penumbra games before he leaves: Failed. We only had Requiem left too... And now I hardly ever see him anymore because he's too busy hanging out with Melissa :\
I know it shouldn't matter and I shouldn't care so much but... He's my best friend. He's the only person I ever had to hang out with anymore since my other friends always ditch me now that we've moved out for college. Now he's leaving for two years and he won't even make time to come hang out with a very lonely Metta because he's obsessed with some girl he just met...
I'm so sick of being alone all the time... My boyfriend lives six hours away, my friends are never home, and the one person I could always count on to be there for me isn't anymore... I feel like I'm back at my parents' house where the only one I had around was my horse... and he passed away last week... WHY AM I ALWAYS SO ALONE???