by DRdoctorlady » Fri Nov 25, 2011 1:50 pm
Now: More pertinent annoyance.
My mother had a tantrum about how she couldn't have two Christmas trees, because we are dead broke. My dad tells her no, she gets pissed and throws the worst tantrum ever.
She calls just everyone in the family the most foulest names, curses me out rather violently, locks herself in the bathroom for a while, cries insanely, and when she gets out, throws two family heirlooms that I've loved and something my dad got for her from Turkey even though we don't really have much money.
She then attempts to get to the car so she can 'commit suicide' and most likely just wreck it. I have to hold her back while she's smacking and pinching me, because you know what, she doesn't care.
My little brother is crying, and once my dad unhooks the car battery and leaves for work, I have to comfort him. My mom manages to get away and leaves for a few hours.
I'm more of a mother than she ever will be.
I had to cook.
I also couldn't work on this really important project for school, because I had to freaking hold her and tell her I loved her while she screamed about how she was so abused and how nobody loved her.
When she's the one who's always yelled at me and abused me when I was young. When I was 10 and my dad at work, threatening to kill me, backing me into a corner with a chair, slapping me, keeping me up all night with her screaming, just because I asked her to turn her soap operas down because I had EOG's tomorrow.
Oh God.
I want to scream.
So badly.
I don't expect fairness, I never get fairness. I just want reprieve, its freaking Thanksgiving.
She basically did a repeat of two days ago too.
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DRdoctorlady on Fri Nov 25, 2011 1:52 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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DRdoctorlady wrote:^^ Give me a while to put this up. I'm DR. Not doctor. Dee Arr.
My kismesis is Coastal Kid, so ignore us if we're arguing. Hope to get something nice up soon c:
For now, deal with it.