I lost track at this point. >.<
1. Mirrors freak me out at night. Whenever I see myself move when the light isn't on, I have to run back to my bed. >.<
2. I may be a band geek through and through, and love to do performances on the marching field, but it terrifies me to no end when I have to play by myself. I know that I know the piece, I just can't get it out.
3. This one is similar to two, but it's about talking in class or with people. When we have class discussions, even if it's for a grade, I can't talk in front of them. I always think that I'll say something stupid.. Which I most likely would, so I take a zero. I always get yelled at for that.. >.<
4. There are only certain people that I'm comfortable enough to talk to them without them thinking I'm too much of an idiot. I always seem to be the most serious around them.. Honestly, if I think it was stupid to say, I just say that I didn't mean it and walk away or change the subject.
5. Unless I respect someone quite a lot, I won't let them on my bed. If they go on my bed without permission, I immediately get them off by force, then strip my bed and change everything. Something about the germs of people I don't like.. >.<
6. When I'm by myself, I always have to think of ways to fix things. People say I look sad, but I'm really not. I'm just really involved with it...
7. I hate being alone with my thoughts, sometimes. When I am, I either have to talk to someone in person, or just randomly spew things out at random people I don't know. -shrug-
8. Some days I miss my piccolo, just because learning a new instrument and not being able to play up to speed is frustrating..
9. Paint is violent towards me. It gets everywhere. -shudders-
10. I get frustrated quickly, but after I'm over that I see no point in anything. What's the point in fighting, hm? I don't know.


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