by æchromatic » Sat Nov 19, 2011 2:30 pm
Friends, please don't fight with each other. I freaking love all of you, but if you guys start refusing to hang out with certain people, how am I supposed to spend time with all of you? You're diverging into two groups, rather than a single group of friends.
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I wish there was someone who I could pour out my heart and soul to. Someone who wouldn't interrupt and would just wait, patiently. I wish there was someone who I felt entirely comfortable talking to, rather than feeling as though I'm picking my way through a delicate dialogue of barbed wire. Pffffft - I have way too much self pity {along with a myriad of other negative qualities, no doubt}. I'm somewhat disgusted with how many things have been happening without me realizing it, and my incapability of dealing with many situations. I should've realized so many things before now. Then, maybe, I could have prevented all this...
I am not as fine as I seem pardon
Me for y e l l i n g I'm telling you green gardens
are not what's growing in my psyche
it's a different me
a difficult to be, stop feasting on burnt down trees
freeze frame
please let me paint a mental picture portrait
something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead
and how it is a door that holds back contents
that make Pandora's box's contents look non - v i o l e n t