by Panic! » Thu Nov 03, 2011 10:02 am
Do you know when things were going so perfectly for once in your life and then things are getting ripped away from you? My life is messed up, I don't think I'll ever be able to fix it. It's like twisted metal, no matter how much you try to get it back to normal, you can't. It's gone. This frustrates me, so much. So much you've worked for just to be ripped out from under your feet. The worst is that my best friend has it bad. While she is the one who isn't in honors, the one with the boy friend (my boyfriend), her parents care, no clubs or responsibility, and she actually has some support to her life. I'm in honors, I have clubs 3 out of a 5 day school week, I study 3 hours a night, homework, religion, and my parents have no clue about my life. I listen to her "problems" and her "stress" but she can't do that for me. It annoys me.
Another thing is this new game I have brought back without realizing it. Anyone know the game assassin? It's actually very fun, you take a high lighter and you need to draw lines on people's necks "killing" them and becoming the ultimate assassin. Well, it's just me and this boy I've known since I was five. We weren't always friends, but recently we have started to become friends. Now, he is trying to get at my neck with a marker, trying to kill me, and I can't do the same because knowing my luck, I'll get in trouble. I started it, but he just took it way over the top. I can't even sit back in my chair without thinking he will come up behind me and get sharpie all over my neck. Lucky for me, I've sent my ex after him with a nice new red sharpie. He is going down...
take pride in what is sure to die.