@Clockwork I'm very well aware of that. I have given myself a personality check, though, and have decided to actually not think of "OHMYGAWD SUCH HORRIBLE THINGS!" such as robberies and 9/11. I worry, sure, but that doesn't mean I have to go straight out and go: "OH MY GAWD I HOPE DEY OKAY AND I ALSO HOPE I'LL BE ALRIGHT ANDFBDABFJADBF" like it was going to be the end of all life on Earth. Remembering it just seems like a major negative thing to do. We're remembering it for all the wrong reasons, or at least we are at my school. They focus on how people died and how we were attacked. They never mentioned the "heroes" who had given their lives to save someone else when they could have saved themselves. If we were going to remember 9/11 I'd rather it be on something positive then negative. I worry for people who might die. I'm worried for people who are hurt or missing. Hell, I would cry for this people. If they're already dead there's nothing you can do. I'd rather cry over something that someone may be able to change, or for someone that's living and suffering.
Of course, of all my opinion is influenced by my personal beliefs. Please, don't take offense to it if anyone here has. :3
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My granddad has dimensia (sp?). He can't even remember who I am. He's been living alone ever since my Grandma died, and his condition has only gotten worse. He just had a stroke today, he doesn't know who anyone is except my mom, and he's panicking so badly, and he's confused.
He's in the hospital now. </3
I really hope he's going to be okay.
Sadly, that's all I can really do is hope for him. I feel so useless, seeing I can't do anything. D=