Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[Trick;]

Oh god I'm back :D If anyone remembers me.
Well, turns out I'm really possessive... D;
Just the fact that he sits next to one of my friends instead of me bothers me :|
And that he kind of ignores me at school.
And that I don't think his friends know.
But honestly, I think I'm over reacting. Thought everything would change when really, nothing did ._.
Oh well xD

[Dill]

Random tip:
There was this guy I liked, R, and he liked me back. We've known each other for a long time, and then it just got weird. We didn't really talk to each other and it was awkward around one another. THen along came this other girl, and we split. ALl of the sudden we were talking again, and having a great time together, adn we were just friends. Morale of this story: IF you like a guy and you value your time together, but he isn't into that, just be friends. There's always someone else out there, you just haven't found him yet. ('Cause I know I haven't )

[spaceferrari]

i think the best thing you can do right now is follow your heart, if he makes you happy then dont leave him! you deserve to be happy with someone. noone has the right to tell you otherwise. take some deep deep breaths and tell your other voice to 'F' off cause he is what you want/need right now and he makes you happy :]

I've realized I'm not that good a person, and that I don't deserve him. He's so much better than me: He lives on a farm, has a large family, many nice things, and friends that enjoy his company. I live in a sloppy townhouse and have familial issues. Whereas he is dutiful, respectful, and generous, I'm lazy, rude, and selfish. I could never do enough to even be on the same level with him. I only want what's best for him, which I'm certain is someone, anyone else, who can make him happier than I ever could.
Unfortunately Glasses does not seem to see this. He keeps insisting that he wants to be with me and that I am good enough. I'm sure he's just saying that in order to make me feel better, but I know it isn't real.
I don't know how many times I've told Glasses that I know I'm not good enough for him, yet he just goes on saying "the only thing left is to try harder" and other nonsense about trying to get me to believe that he gives a damn.
I'm not giving in. When I was younger people took advantage of my gullibleness and lied to me in order to make fun of me later. Why is Glasses doing such a thing to me? He never struck me as the cruel type.

[-Firesong-]

I'm assuming many here can relate when their crush experiences resemble this;




In a very bad way.

Ah man, this cracks me up. XD
But yes, back on topic, very very true.

Uhrm... ah, Buggy's still kind of sick so he doesn't want us to kiss, which really sucks. But he still held my hand at lunch. x3
And last night, we were texting. And he said he loved me so I said it back. And then he texts me this: "I am sorry but I happen to love you much more." <3
I told him he was wrong. But anyways, it was cute.
That's all I really want to post.

[Mardigraskit]

I'm confused- beyond confused at the moment.
The guy I like- we'll call him D- hasn't seen me for almost two weeks. He hasn't really shown signs of liking me...at all, to be honest. He treats all the girls in our group the same.
I've been having doubts on my crush towards him lately, but something today really has be stirred up.

~So, I'm sure everyone knows what 'Rachel's Challange' is. Yes, the Columbine incident of 1999. The group visited our school today. Z, my best gal pal, was off at her art lesson as usual for the first few hours of the day. B, D's friend, who hates me,who thinks every person in the Military aside from the Army is weak[Sack of crap's going to get put into his place the minute he's alone with someone who's parent/family is a veteran or serving, I tell you.], and constantly makes fun of me, was no where to be seen. K, our 6th grade friend, shares D, Z, and I's P.E. hour. Anywho.
The assembly was going to take place during 2nd hour.
I would have walked with Z, but she had left for her art lesson.
But, I had D with me, and, sadly, B tagged along. The minute he began insulting the Military, D pushed him away and we continued walking to the gym.
The girls sat away from the guys on the bleachers, as there was no need to dress out.
Having enough of sitting alone on my side, I got up and walked to K and D, standing beside them until they noticed.[Note:: wearing jeans, tee-shirt, and cowboy boots that make me stand nearly at D's height. And no, I'm not..that short. He's..taller than me TT-TT] D moved over and I sat beside him, though at an alarming closeness. I felt heat radiating off of his leg, but I didn't mind- only when he moved away did I mind. I pulled him a bit closer, like I tend to do, and leaned my shoulder against his, taking out my phone and my Pokemon book from my purse. We started a 30-minute long conversation.
We needed to move by the other side of the bleachers. We all did, and D and I sat at the very top, waiting for B. B eventually came over. Z never came.

It's during the assembly that things got interesting.

The assembly made me cry twice. The first time, I sucked it up, simply leaning my head on his shoulder. I calmed down after that, but a teacher said I'm not aloud to have my head on anyone's shoulder.[Because apparently that's automatically PDA.]
The second time, however, I had leaned forward, covering my mouth and eyes with my hands, on the verge of sobbing. I was silent, but tears had began to roll down my cheeks, cold and damp.
After a moment, I felt something warm touch my cheek. Opening one eye, I noticed D sliding his finger downwards on my cheek, whipping my tears away. Smiling, I sniffled, rubbing my nose and eyes and leaning back.
"...Thanks.." I thanked, and he smiled, nodding. "You're wel-"
The teachers silenced us.

At the end of the assembly, we were told to talk to the people we care the most about in the next 3 days and tell them how much we love them, care for them, and show it. We, all 900 students and probably 200 staff, yelled,
"We accept !"

We had a few minutes to talk while the lower grades were dismissed.
Leaning my head on his shoulder, I told him his shoulder was soft. He laughed a bit. Then, with a burst of courage, I began. "You know how much I care for you, right ?"
"Right." He replied.
"And you know that I can't bear the thought without you ?"
"Yeah."
At this point, I was blushing.
"..Good.."
"Yeah.."
after a moment of akward silence, I lifted my head a bit.
"...Can I have a hug ?" I asked, voice quieting[..?]
"Sure." He replied in his nonchalant tone.
B was silent at the moment.
D turned and we hugged, and I'll admit, I felt my sick feeling n my stomach go away for a moment. My heart had skipped a beat, I tell you. And I felt.. relieved ?
But as he pulled away, I parted my lips to atleast try and peck a kiss on his cheek. He had moved so fast that my teeth had scraped his shirt instead. We laughed.
"Opps..I guess your shirt caught my tooth !"
We laughed even more, and we stood, starting to head back to class. He opened the door for me, and slammed it on B, four times in a row, and we walked to 4th hour together.

I have a feeling that he likes me, but then, Z and B keep telling me I have no chance, and that the feeling is one-sided, or that my feeling is just a puberty-friendship-thing. And that apparently I'm a freak, and multiple things, and that D thinks so.
Does anyone have advice ?

[mindless.]

I was standing next to a huge crush of mine on the lunch line today, (He has a gf) and my best friend, who knows of his nickname being Blue was on my other side. She was like, "I'm wearing a blue shirt! It's a hot blue!" and stuff like that. It was great lol. When we were getting our food he reached over my tray to get something, and I was trying SO HARD not to smile. But then my friend started laughing and so did I. He was watching me as and after he got what he reached for and I looked at him still smiling. He actually used to like me. :c It was a beautiful moment. We both know he knows I like him, but pretend we don't. He is my locker neighbor, anyway. <3 It made my day.

[c h r i s t m a s]

So my Best friend , M, and my super big crush, Z, is now singke since they were going out. So today we went bowling and I was buying a soda when Z walks up to me.
Z: Hey whats up?
Me: Just.
A [ My other friend who is deeply "in love" with him] she walks up "Hey Z!"
Me- "Whatever...."
So I think he really wanted to talk to me but A always ruins it! Any help

[mindless.]

So my Best friend , M, and my super big crush, Z, is now singke since they were going out. So today we went bowling and I was buying a soda when Z walks up to me.
Z: Hey whats up?
Me: Just.
A [ My other friend who is deeply "in love" with him] she walks up "Hey Z!"
Me- "Whatever...."
So I think he really wanted to talk to me but A always ruins it! Any help

Dude, if that happened to me, I would not be happy. Just look at him when she gets jealous and interrupts and walk away, talk to someone else, something like that.

[s y n]

Haven't posted an update in a while...


Well, the bad news is, I'm super tired.
The good news...
A DIDN'T MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He didn't move back to his hometown and isn't moving at all! :D

I almost died when I saw him at school on Monday.
I gave him the best friend necklace I bought him on my birthday yesterday - It's a bit girly, but I wear my half around proudly, and his half of the heart is always shown off. Sure, some of the guys think it's sort of stupid, but in his class he stands up for me and is proud to wear the necklace.
-sighs dreamily-

Anyways, I'm pretty sure everybody knows I like him now.
I don't really care if they know though, I'm fine with it.
I'm basically certain he likes me, but he asked my friend for proof that I like him -
And that's my theory as to why he hasn't asked me out yet:
He isn't certain that I like him.

I pretty much told him today that I like him. A lot. I didn't actually say, "I like you a lot" but I made some comments that were extremely obvious, and I told him I loved him lots and hugged him thousands of times throughout the day. I was talking about how I've only ever rejected one guy who asked me out - And then A said, "You wouldn't reject me" though it was more of a question, and I replied with a smile and said, 'Well, you haven't asked me out".
He likes me. I'm almost 100% certain.
<3

[c h r i s t m a s]

So my Best friend , M, and my super big crush, Z, is now singke since they were going out. So today we went bowling and I was buying a soda when Z walks up to me.
Z: Hey whats up?
Me: Just.
A [ My other friend who is deeply "in love" with him] she walks up "Hey Z!"
Me- "Whatever...."
So I think he really wanted to talk to me but A always ruins it! Any help

Dude, if that happened to me, I would not be happy. Just look at him when she gets jealous and interrupts and walk away, talk to someone else, something like that.

Yes she does that whenever he goes single again like he only belongs to her.
But Ithink she did it on perpose since she knows I like him