I can't believe I dated J... Twice.
Things were going great earlier tonight, despite the breakup. He was still being very nice and complimenting me and making some jokes, and definitely flirting even though he's aware that MC is my boyfriend now and is very protective. It was perfectly fine - Until he flipped out at me for no reason.
He was saying how it was stupid that I broke up with him over text and through a friend. First of all, I wouldn't have had the chance to see him to tell him in person. Second, my phone was dead at the time I wanted to breakup with him, and my friend's wasn't. I explained that I would've done it myself, in person, if I could, but he continued on and said, "What person breaks up with someone through a friend AND over text?" and I replied with, "Well, basically everyone I know". Because you aren't really going to find a kid in grade seven who's my age and actually breaks up with someone in person, much less actually do it themself. He responded with, "Wow, seriously? That's just wrong!" and then I told him to find me one person who would. He said that his "friend" AB, who is insanely obsessed with him and never leaves him alone, would. I said, "Oh well if she's so great why didn't you date her?" and went on to call her what she is - A sl*tty, insane, psycho b*tch. He said that she wasn't, and I gave reasons as to why she was to me. Then he said, "Well, your being a a real b*tch and your more of a sl*t than her." this went on to having us get into this big fight about how we were so wrong for each other.
I can't believe I dated him! He's being such a total jerk to me... It almost made me cry, it really did. He was saying that he couldn't believe he thought he'd miss me when he left, couldn't believe he thought he loved me, couldn't believe that he wanted me back after I broke up with him the first time. I said that I couldn't believe I thought his was different from those other guys, couldn't believe that I actually felt horrible about breaking up with him and still liked him - until now, I added -, and that I couldn't believe I CRIED when he told me he was moving. He was all like, "...You cried?" and I was so enraged that I was like, "Yep, but clearly I did it for nothing because I was right to breakup with you. I actually felt bad, but now I realize that you're just a -beepbeepbeepomgI'msuchapottymouthbeeping- jerk like everybody else!" this went on until we had called each other a variety of bad words, and after he continuously lashed out at me for no real reason, I basically said, "Whatever, I'm not arguing with you all night. Bye," except with a lot more cussing, and haven't talked to him tonight since then.
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