Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[meerkatgirl]

I seriously doubt anyone will read this, but whatever...

Yesterday, I hung out with my best friend and one of her friends, who happenes to be another friend's ex boyfriend. I also sat with another one of my friends and said ex on thursday. He's really nice and pretty funny, and has pretty much said we should hang out again. The thing is, he was acting a bit like he likes me. I couldn't really tell if he was just being nice, or if he did actually like me though... Anyway, I might as well explain what happened.

Thursday
I'd seen him a bit before thursday, but it was pretty much just when he and one of my friends were going out. I knew he was friends with my best friend, but I never really noticed him. On thursday during my free exam, I sat with another one of my best friends, another friend, and a bunch of their friends: all guys. I pretty much only talked to my best guy friend and maybe two of the other guys, one of which I sort of knew, and the other being this guy. All of us joked around the whole time, while the other guy tried to throw pennies down my shirt as I was the only girl there and they're all perverted (but so am I so I didn't care).

Yesterday
My best friend and I went to hang out at the library on the green in our town. Since she's friends with this guy, he came a bit later. The three of us hung out there for about three hours or so, until I had to leave. It was pretty much just us, except for a few other people who were also hanging out there and who talked to us. Anyway, while we were there, we pretty much just talked, fooled around, threw stuff, broke stuff, and then went on Tumblr since he didn't know what it was. Later, I found an air freshener that smelled like cinnamon. I didn't know what it was, so i poked it, only to realize my finger smelled very strongly of cinnamon then. This guy (I really don't know what to call him) picked it up, and spent the next half hour or something chasing me around or sneaking up on me trying to rub the cinnamon thing on me since I hated the smell. He ended up rubbing it on my coat sleeve and leg, and a bit on my hair when he snuck up on me.

Anyways, I just sort of feel like he likes me. I guess it was from the way he was always sort of near me, or kept chasing me around, or the way he looked at me or something... I don't really know. I don't really feel awkward or anything around him though, which is nice... Except for when I remember he's my friend's ex, and that they only broke up a few weeks ago... Anyway, I just posted on his wall on FB about how my coat still smells like cinnamon, and we had a tiny conversation. Aaaaannd... I don't know. I don't think I like him really at all, but I don't know; I just met him.

I also doubt this post made any sense, but I don't feel like reading it over.

[ohbreezey]

I have no clue what to give B for Valentines...his birthday is 4 days after it...

[loonyloolaluna]

I just feel so
You know, it's a fact that, the longer you don't have a bf/gf the longer you start to think there's something wrong with you.
But now, since I've joined an awesome site, I don't mind being so forever alone, I now just feel like this:

[Pangali]

Doubt me and F will even see each other on valentines day, let alone do anything. That is unless I ask him out, which could take a while. I know he likes me, but he's not asking me out.

How can I start talking to him? I see him on the way to school(he walks right past my school and crosses where I do) but we don't usualy talk unless we see each other afterschool. I walk with my friend and he's usualy in front of me, should I just go up to him and start a conversation??


If however we did do anything on valentines day I do have this wild fantasy that he'd ask me to go to the football match that's on valentines day( we support the same team and I love going to matches) and then he'd ask me out while were there.

So anyway, how do I get talking to him?? Thanks.

[Dill]

I thought we were perfect for each other. We both love piano, singing, sports, and we both want to be engineers. But when I saw him with DD, I guess I was terribly wrong. *cry*

[greysilence]

Well, this sucks...a lot. Okay, here's a code to help with everything.
Ke-how I'll refer to my own name
Mi-my friend
T-my crush
E-T's crush
Ca-how I'll refer to the nickname he has given me
H-his school
L-my school
John-his friend, my friend partially

So, on facebook, I was talking to Mi, and we made a plan. XD She messaged T, told him to text me, and included my numbre. He kept asking why, and she didn't know what to tell him, so after a little while I sent him a message, and I preteneded to be unaware of everything Mi did.

Me: Has Mi been telling you to text me? She just told me to expect a text from you.
T: She did but I don't know why.
Me: I'm SOOOOO sorry. :( If it makes you feel any better, I don't know why she did either. haha
T: haha Do you even have my number?
Me: No. lol How come?
T: Just checking. If you want I'll text you.
At this point, my heart was pounding so hard and I was freaking out.
Me: Well, you don't have to if you don't want to. ;) But if you want to you can. haha
T: I'll text you.
Me: haha Okay. :P

So then he texted me. At first, all the hints he was giving me actually made me think it was me. *sighs* I haven't deleted one text from him yet. We were texting until 11:30 last night. <3

T: It's T.
Me: Hey. haha
T: What's up, Ca?
Me: lol Nothing much. How about you?
T: Texting people.
Me: Cool. lol
T: hahaha Yeah.
Me: haha So what's new?
T: So how was the lock in to you?
Nothing really.
Me: I think it was...okay. Some parts were fun, some parts were boring. How was it to you?
And I see.
T: It was fun. I love basketball. And what's new?
Me: haha You're good at it. And nothing. Nothing is never new. lol
T: hahaha
Me: Yup. :) lol
T: haha
Me: Did you put me in your phone as Ca? XD
T: No, I was nice.
I put Ke.
Me: hahaha :) One of my friends has me in their phone as Bozo. I have no idea why. So yeah, you're nicer than them. lol
T: haha Be right back.
Me: Okay. :P

*15 minutes later*

T: Back.
Me: Cool! haha Are you ever texting a bunch of peopl, and then almost all of them ask you the same question at the same time? Because that just happened to me. hahaha

This really did happen to me. It was super weird.

T: Nooo. What was the question?
Me: Who I like. >.< Weird, right? And ohh, now I feel weird. haha
T: Who do you like?
Me: Really?? haha I can't tell you! lol People are so curious these days. XD

Duh! Of course I can't tell him! XDDD Too bad I was stupid and I-well, I don't wanna ruin it, so you'll just have to keep reading...

T: haha Why can't you tell me? I won't tell anyone. :)
Me: lol I can't tell you, well I can but I don't want to. I don't wanna tell anyone because the last time I did that it backfired. hahaha But I'm sure if I told you, you wouldn't tell. ;)
T: Why don't you want to!
Me: You're very persistent. haha And because I don't. Why do you want to know? :P
T: Because...
Me: Because why? lol
T: I'm cuRious.
Me: I like how you made the r capital. It stands out. Creative way to change the subject, right? ;) lol
T: Um H or L?
Me: One of them. :P
T: It's H?
Me: Why do you wanna know who I like so bad??
T: I don't know. :) It's John!
Me: John who? I'm soo confused! DX I know like 5 Johns!
T: [John'sLastName} from H.
Me: No. I like just met him at the lock in, I barely know him. XD
T: Just tell me if it's H.
Me: Why are we talking about who I like? Why can't we talk about who you like?:) hahaha
T: You know who I like!
Me: Actually, no, no I don't.
T: Yes you do.
Me: No I don't! You never told me!
T: But it's obvious.
Me: Not really....XD
T: Yes.
Me: No it's not! Telle me!! Please?:)
T: Who was I with the whole time?
Me: Um...I don't know?? You were with a lot of people!
T: But the most.
Me: I don't know! haha You were with a lot of people most of the time!
T: Think!
Me: Ummm....I'm thinking, and I'm clueless. :( What does her name start with? :P

Yeah, everything was perfect.

T: E.

Then, BAM, everything was ruined. </3

Me: E?
E as in her name, haha.
T: Yup.
Me: Aww!

*dies*

T: How about you!
Me: I can't tell. :(
T: I don't care who it is, but I told you so you owe me.
Me: But you were willing to tell me!
T: Because I thought you were going to tell me!
Me: :(
T: Please?
Me: But I don't want to. :( I know you'll laugh at me.
T: !! No I won't! I'm not like that.
Me: I know for a fact that you will.
T: I won't. I don't laugh at that stuff because it's someone's personal feelings.
Me: Well, my personal feelings don't matter, and I know you'll laugh. XD
T: I promise I won't. And they do matter.
Me: But I know you will!!! It's a proven fact! Or if I tell you, then you will have a reaction that I won't like. XP
T: No I won't. Even if it's me, I won't laugh!

Gee, hit the nail on the head much? >.<

Me: You will too! haha
T: No I won't. I promise. Just tell me.
Me: :(
It doesn't matter who I like though...
T: I won't. I don't break promises.
Yes it does, you're too hard on yourself.
Me: :( It doesn't matter to him because he doesn't like me back. :/
T: How do you know?
Me: Because I do.
T: That doesn't matter, it could always change.
Me: I doubt it will. He told me he doesn't like me.
T: But it depends. Well, maybe if you told me it would make you feel good.
Me: I doubt it. It might make me feel worse.
T: Why would that happen?
Me: Because it would. Because you would laugh.
T: I promised!
Me: But...but... :(
Do you remember the first text you sent me?
T: :)Ca.
Yes. Hi, it's T.

I wasn't in the mood to correct him and tell him that he said just "It's T" and not "Hi, it's T".

Me: There's your answer.
I was right. It made me feel worse. :/
T: Awww.
How sweet. I feel bad now.
Me: Eh, it's not your fault. You didn't know.

*laying in bed crying*

T: But why do you feel bad? I think you're a nice girl, I just like E right now.
Me: Thanks..I feel bad because I know you won't like me. You should go for E. ;)

*trying to stay positive*

T: Thanks. :)
Me: Mhm.
T: You shouldn't feel bad.
Me: Well, I don't feel bad. Just...miserable. I don't know how to explain it.

Yup, cry baby, that's me. XD

T: I'm sorry.
Me: It's not your fault! haha Like I said, you didn't know.
T: Don't be miserable.
Me: I'll try..I guess...
T: Ca!
Me: What?
T: Don't be! It's okay. ;)
Me: I feel stupid. ._.

*7 minutes later*

Me: It's not your fault...
T: But you shouldn't!
Me: I do though because I'm being a baby about it. :/
T: No you're not, it's okay!
Me: Yeah I am. -_- Don't lie, you know it's true. ;)

*still laying in bed crying like an idiot because he's so sweet*

T: Ca! You're too hard on yourself.
Me: I'm always like this. :/ I can see why you like E. haha She's always happy and cheerful.
T: Well, don't be so hard on yourself and gain some confidence in yourself.
Me: Ha, yeah right. I'm fine. :/ So what's up?
T: I have to go to bed. Goodnight Ke(I got it right for once)!
Me: haha Good job. :) Night.

And then that was it for last night. So I felt so embarrassed. I could have just avoided that whole situation by saying they asked me a different question, and not told him the real question. Then, being stupid like I am, I texted him this morning as soon as I woke up.

Me: Sorry about last night. >.< I was being a drama queen. XD

He didn't ever answer, so at 3:00 I texted him again. I can't help not talking to him, though I feel stupid and embarrassed when I do.

Me: Are things cool between us, or are they going to be weird? If you want I'll stop texting you so things aren't awkward...
T: They're cool.
Me: Okay. :) Again, I'm sorry about last night.
T: It's cool.
Me: All right. So what's up?
T: Nothing much.
Me: I see.
T: Yeah, I gotta go. I'm busy.

I didn't think of this until now, but if he's doing "nothing", then how is he busy? He most likely didn't want to text me to save me from further embarrassment. I gotta say, I was slightly grateful for it.

Me: Oh, sorry! Bye.
T: Bye.

And that was that...I think I'll just rarely talk to him. I feel so dumb. But, I'll live. XD That's probably the most embarrassed I have ever been in my life. At least I was open with him though, and he knows how I feel. So if he stops liking E, he can come to me. And hopefully when that time comes, I won't be moving on to someone else. XD

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG! D: We sent 148 texts between each other. If you don't want to read all of this, then you can just skim and you'll most likely pick up on the basics. Anyways, I don't care if you don't read because no one ever does. lol

My fingers hurt from typing everything.

[RIP .Kurt.]

for me, I am single. BUT.. I do like someone... my best guy friend. He is so sweet and I really like him....... Don't know what to say.............................

[Shine]

My crush is D. He is that guy who always gets in trouble and everything but is nice to you xD he sits across from me, and he's so nice to me. It's hard adapting to new people at my new school.

[juliall]

I met someone.. He's nice and cute! So, I have a story in which my friend says he is flirting with me, but...I want some other opinions as well! Please message me if you are willing to hear my story!!

[TubsDeGoat]

What are you all doing for your crushes/boyfriends/girlfriends this Valentines?

So mine and Dylans 11 month is on Valentines day....so imma giving him a stuffed puppy [ment for my boyfreind lasy year but we broke up like a few days befor vday xD] yeah sounds mean but i didnt tell Dylan what i got my now ex from last year cause i felt deep down i would date him and i might need a present at some point. it is really cute and has a heart and it tan and small and on the but there is a spot that manes it look liek a heart. and then i found this websight and i dedicated a star to dylan. and i named it Bear cause that is the name of his cat that just died[his fav :[[[ i loved that cat] and in the description was a few lyrics to ousong 'Butterlfies' by Halfway Deserted. but the official certificate was really lame cause i didnt pay anything extra to customize it...so i just did print screen and pasted it into paint and cut out the words and corrdinates and ill make the certificate so i am giving him a star [even though it isnt legit but its the thought that counts...] and imma make him a card and give him the coupons for free hug and free kiss and what not that i didnt give him for xmas cause i didnt know how we were in the relationship then but i feel like i can and it will be ok. and imma prolly do something else small. and give him a big kiss :] tada! hahahahahhahahahaha