Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[autumnsoundtrack]

The truth is, I don't think I can. (I've tried at school.) Whenever I'm around him, I blush and smile (I'm a redhead, so I look like a tomato when I blush) and can't seem to find words. I'm such a clam, but I'll see if I can, even though I hardly ever get a chance to see him except for the one class we have together. And glad to know I have people at my back.

[[But in an incident when we were having a conversation walking home (We live down the street from each other) he couldn't stop smiling too and was mimicking me (In a funny, nice way) and we both were laughing very hard until the crosswalk when we had to separate. It wasn't too hard, but we weren't at school and nobody was around us.]]

If you réally can't find words spent an evening writing down everything you want to say and read that over and over. Then try the next day saying what you wrote down. And if you really can't do it you can send the letter in which you can say something like "you're loving him so much that words get lost", I'm sure he'll understand. And if he doesn't, well, then it's bad luck for him, not?

C'mon girl, you can do it!!

I can try that. It's just 8th grade middle school (That's what I'm in) isn't all too serious and I don't want to ruin any chances with him in the future. Though I fear that even if I keep quiet and wait until high school it will become a lot more serious and he will find another girl. But I guess I'll try getting into the friend/IM/facebook/texting range and hope that we become good friends. Or I could try that during Spring Break when we both go the same volleyball camp. (It's happened multiple times before at the same camp. Plus we both love to play volleyball, so it's a topic-starter!)

You know what, it's a new year, new haircut, new clothes, new style, new friends, and a new beginning. Why not take chances before my life has even begun? I'll take risks of being hurt, and in the end the pain will vanish into just a fading scar in my heart. <3

[Headed_Three_Pigeon]

wen i talk 2 my crush we allways look each other in the eye its so awkward!

[Hybrid]

SB and I are going out and we're happy but...we aren't really doing anything one because we don't want to make it public especially in a place like OUR school, ugh full of morons. Though...I guess I don't know how to really 'lead' if that's the right word...a relationship since I've never been the one to ask anyone out before this. Any ideas on what i should do I mean, I really do like her and this is probably the only year we'll get with eachother. It's her last year at school and I still ahve two ahead of me. I don't want to go far but I'd like a kiss or hug every now and then :'3

[Darkest.Nation]

The girl that I have a crush on, Arianna, is dating another guy. D:

That's my name! Ah, cool; good to know there's more among us. It seems weird to see someone else type it...

Since she's dating right now, give her some slack -- it's okay to like her, but don't interfere with the relationship. Patience is a good thing, and she might become available.

Just remember that with 7 billion people on this planet, there IS someone out there for you, but it might not be her. Good luck (;

[blackoutTaxonomist]

Ex-boyfriend and I are finally talking more nicely to one another... Not that we were ever cruel toward one another, but we can banter back and forth again and it is nice. I doubt he will forgive me any time soon, but baby steps. I hope to see him face to face again one day! He is one of my best friends and I'm not going to give this up so easily. C:

[Darkest.Nation]

Good for you! It's very rare that exes become friends again, nevermind go through and try to mend the relationship with all you can!

Ah, this is good to hear. <3

[MyImmortal]

I just dumped my love interest......at school he never talks to me, he only talks to my on chat...when he does talk all he does is mention how hot I am and how much he likes me, but I got sick of us having just an online relationship.....

[Cokeyote]

I have not updated on here for like ... forever. I have been very depressed for a long time, I don't have a solid reason why. M is now at the center of my world. That is all I think about now. So much has happened. The first day this got started, he bugged me about what was wrong. He told me he didn't shot himself in the head for me and his girlfriend. Nothing much happened after that, just me scribbling vent art onto my sketch book. He got me to tell him how I feel like a worthless failure. He has been patting me on the shoulder a lot. Whenever I look at him when he does that, I know someone cares. I just don't want to believe it. Oh my gosh I suck at explaining these type of things. He kept telling me things that proved that he cared and now it's finally done the trick and convinced me. Today I heard that he punched a wall, and now I am very ashamed of myself because I strongly think it was my fault.

[Arabian.]

I have 2 crushes in school... And they are really cute xD
One is going out with someone though, grr

[Zeee]

Coding:
L - My best friend
J - My friend
O - my crush, L's friend, and the one J is giving the cold shoulder to

O, can't get over you, it's eating me inside. But... im afraid you don't like me back. Yeah yeah, trying is the best way to figure out, if I don't ask I'll never know, but... O, your different...

Not like me.

Sometimes I feel your... too... perfect... for me. I don't like you for your looks, though, you know that.

O, your personality is truely what im interested in. You could look anything, i'd still like you.

But on the other hand, you might like me. I see the way you look at me, for like 30 seconds straight, and I look at you, and you see the way I look at you.

But, on the other other hand, you told me to my face (a dare to ask him who he liked more between 2 of my friends), that you liked L alot, and my other friend, J, not so much.

And now J is all pissed, L isn't so happy either, she doesn't like him. J hates O, and L. O isn't so happy that J isn't talking to him, because O is good friends with her, but O doesn't feel that way about J. O is still friends with L, they still talk, but L doesn't like him that way, only friends, but on the other other other hand,

L is now not mad at anyone, but only giddy about me liking him. L was the only one I told, because J is a total blabbermouth, and L is very trustworthy. L is my best friend, so why wouldn't I tell her?

But I don't have the courage to ask anyone to ask O who he likes more, L or me, and I don't have the courage to ask O myself.


Confused? Maybe you should be.