well, here goes a tale of last night.... NOTHING WAS IN A BAD WAY! IF IT SOUNDS LIKE IT WAS, IT WAS NOT, OKAY?!
we are having our annual meeting, my 5 friends and i. one of which; ALEX! yes, haven't talked about him for a while. i had previously forfeited my claim to him, but i made a deal with my bud, Rachel (one who fought over Alex w/ me), that i would have one more time to make the best of Alex before she took over again. i knew it would make me letting go smoother..... but i am unsure now....
For Halloween, we wore our costumes. me, a basic red/gold masquerade mask, and Alex is Charlie Chaplin!

got da mustache and hat and tux!!!!!

when he took of the hat, he looked like HITLER!!!!!
so, Rachel brings Anastasia to watch later on, we are stuffing junk food in our bodies. as usual, we start with youtube news and stuff. i am showing something, and Alex sits beside me! i saw Rachel grimace for a sec!

so, after all the youtube and sugar stocking, we meander to the guest room (camie uses it for when we sleep over, no guys, OKAY?!), and Lilian begins her piano playing (there's a keyboard in there). i sit on the bed, and Alex sits next to me AGAIN!

Matt, smaller guy, steals his hat, and we begin horsing around for a while: staring contests, yelling at each other in accents, etc.....

i find Alex stays near me quite a bit..... he even fell asleep several times so i had to stroke him awake!
so, when we finally get the movie on, the others have seen it, and only Alex hasn't. so they migrate to the computers again, while i watch my fav movie with Alex ALONE!!!!

we sat right next to each other..... and we ended up against each others sides, my head nearish his, by the movies end! he did not even complain!

(dont you DARE GET ANY IDEAS! NOTHING HAPPENED!)
okay, movie is over, and others decide to go upstairs again. me and Alex stay back w/ the computers, SITTING NEXT TO EACH OTHER!!!!!! AGAIN!

shows me most funny movie reviewer ever!

we end up going upstairs for a short period, but went back downstairs side by side!

the others popped in every now and then, Rachel particularly. guess they wanted to get something to tease me about!
so, there were several particular things that also got my attention. me and Alex are always rough players in games, so we tend to have contests of strength and other stuff. Alex, that evening, was particularly playful (NOT IN A BAD WAY!!!

). also, whenever he was talking, he looked me right in the eyes the whole time.....

i melted!!!! and i found our gazes meeting often!
so, good signs, and i am telling Rachel the deal is off! i cant leave him! not after such an AMAZING NIGHT!!!!!
