Well, I'm going to make this quick, because I always intend to post here, but only get halfway through the posts I write because they're so long.
Well, first off, there's Logan. The guy I've liked since sixth grade, and he's liked me back, but this year we have no classes whatsoever together. My goal for the year was to get over him, and that was going half-okay, until one day when we ended up in the hallway together, just the two of us, and we just kind of stared right at each other, until I broke it, but then when I glanced back up, he was still looking at me, and there was just something in those couple seconds that gave me the feeling that he still likes me. Up until then, I had been under the impression that he was no longer interested in me, but something begged to differ there. And since then, I've noticed him sneaking glances at me in the hallway while we're chopping laps, or when he's in his History class and I'm walking down the hallway to my English class (because my locker's down the Blue Hallway and I always forget stuff). And, well, soon guys are going to start asking girls to the first dance of the year, and I'm honestly hoping for nothing more than the fact that he will, for once in his life, be able to work up the nerve to ask me.
And then there's Josh. I've liked him on and off for a bit shorter than the time I've liked Logan, and I have third and fourth period with him every day, plus we're in drama club together. I actually managed to get over him 100% partway through last year, and thought I still was this year, until yesterday in French class. We were working in partners (our seating arrangement is set up in pairs), and Josh's partner was gone, so Kenzie, who is kind of a little sl**, got paired up with him, and the whole time she was hitting on him (which he may or may not be oblivious to), and I started getting crazy overprotectiveness bubbling up inside me. It's part of my temperament, I'm very protective, but this was kind of crazy. But I really don't want to like him. I mean, our friendship is finally developing after years of being at odds, and liking him is already screwing that up. Echh.
Well, I accomplished that in a minimum amount of characters. So proud of myself.








