fergett'n character names who never were named? I am almost serious trying to write about Donovan but i think I am fail, like a 5 year old fail. as everything is feeling. words and thoughts zip though my mind, like a wind, you can not grasp the wind and hold it.
the essence wafts and softly touch the mind, like a muse wispering silently as if in an unknown language.
I had a woman, she was prim and proper, a little bit old. she had poise and well bred. she owned and ran some kind of bording-charm for girls. They lived there, it's not an Orphanage. Just odd that two boys came to live there due to a "oh no poor street orphans, let me adopt them".
I just, of course was your madame something something. maybe it had 3 syllables. But now that I have names all in my memory It may come across as wrong. and now that i want one/need one I feel bad that I force a new name on her. because I never wrote it down, and as before "it would be like someone talking in a different language"(which then makes me think "peh. Just use something French sounding it'll make it fancy...or Russian" There is something with an "f" or "ph" or "p" sound. pillernary, pillenary fillnary fillery. Fellini is a name..Or maybe the name is Pontrine..Poitrine is boob.
I hate it all. maybe my stupid mind is having memory laps. and wants Brontë
weird, I give characters "earth names" they don't even live there
brb headdesking for ever, then I will apply cheese grater to it and cry









