Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[.:Ash~cloud:.]

ive got a few hope you dont mind =):

dear ________,

i know it was a sudden way for them to announce i like you, also when we were playing on the top of the field with everyone im sorry when ___ jogged me and when i tried to dodge you i accidently kicked you in your boys parts, yeah i think of you all the time and im crazy for you, i know i might not be as beautiful as _______ but shes my best mate and she said to me she dont love you, she is trying to get us together as you might have seen, but i understand you dont ove a girl like me. i know i just have to deal with it.

love is like a red red rose
or it could be a pack of your favourite sweets i suppose
even a chocolate pool
but to me you are love, who am i kidding? you dont love me! to be thinking that i must be a fool
because i know for a fact you dont (look in my signature everyone, i made that poem for him <3)

dear mum and dad,

mum: please i know us girls have our periods and stuff but please stop using that as an excuse when you shout at me, i know i am clumsy and not always helpful, alway out and about but please i will never be perfect, there is no such thing.....

dad: i would do anything to help you stop smoking, you know that and mum says thats you will sto in your own time, i know you won't, i think you should ask someone for help.... it would help, it stops lots of things, you giving up. remember our promise we did about a year ago "if i stop biting my nails you stop smoking" my nails were on the way for being "long" and you broke you half of the promise and when i broke mine a day and a half later and it broke my heart to say "you gave in on me" i was in tear for weeks and sometimes i still cry cause right now my nails could be really long but nope, im to scared to try now cause i know i wont succed without you supporting me like you did

i love you both but as you can see we all need help and none of us our perfect

love your forever loving you daugter

dear heart,

goodluck! ive fell for another boy

xox

____________-,

stop making up stories to me, your supposed best friend and get on with life, you are sometime a bit over dramatic and making up stories about *insert her crush here* trying to make you sound like he loves you and that its a fairytale ending dont im her for you no matter what and these stories are getting old, me and *insert other best mates name here* are fed up of it, we want you to change and considering you 12 and you aparently tried a ciggarette scared us, we did not know whether to believe so dont lie to me..........NEVER we will find out,

we are here for u kk?

from *me* and * * best mates name*

p.s dont smoke, i know its "only when your stressed" but you shoud not smoke at all you life will just go down hill....

yeah so umm dont judge me and if you know me in real life and youv'e read this and kno who i mean dont question me kk? but umm yeah <3 comment though if u wish i dont care it will just effect her because she said if i tell she will never trust me again HAHA *****HA how the F*** can i trust her after the lies,stories and the telling behind my back and after saying i dont want to be friend taking my mates away aprt form one and we had to give in and be mates with u again for your lil sympathy act, hope your damn happy cause we never will be, we feel guilt like we could stop u smokin

[Twisted Illusions]

Dear YOU,
Stop trying to talk to me! I'm obviously not going to reply after what you said last time! Really, it's a no-brainer! Maybe now you'll think before you say things like that. You're no friend of mine. Not anymore.
Sincerly,
Me

[Obsessional]

Dear _____ and _______,
You are all wonderful,honestly,I love you all... However,somedays you guys are total jack*****! And,you have treated me like **** before. This,I personally believe,is the reason I am paranoid and deppressed. And,I don't think it's fair the burden and constant reminder of what ya'll have done in my deppressiuon and paranoid.
Love,
Pure

[Umbrellas]

Dear Grapes,

I'm never going to say I love you to you...but it's so true. I wish that I didn't have to move. After what you wrote on my journal, I felt like hugging you and curling up in a corner and dying all at the same time. I'm not sad because of you. But you're the reason I've cried so much. You're the only reason I want to stay. It's funny how you always talk to me, and ignore the popular girls. Except for J, of course.

You've never judged me, always been there for me. That's why I don't want to move.

Truthfully, you are my bestie. <3

TQ

[Dancing with Bears.]

Dear Alex ;

You ..
You have broken my heart.. Stepped on it , then threw it away like it was a stupid band aid.
Why would you do that to me ? You dont even realise how much I love you. Its not no kid love either.. that 'love' couples are in, but once they break up, its over.. no more feelings. I know im still young and everything ; But I know what Love is. Age does not limit your ability to understand the world, and the things in it.
You are like Steven. We dated two years ago.. And I got SO caught up in Steven, that I didnt even realise I had feelings for you still..

This year , when Steven pushed me so far away I couldnt find my way back to him .. You stepped in. You took my heart, and mended it. You took me; And healed me. You made me better. You made me feel good about myself.. You made those thoughts of harming myself go away. You made me smile, like no one else had been able to in forever. You made me happy. You made everything bad in my life vanish. You made my life p e r f e c t.

I remember that day so clearly Alex. That was the.. most amazing day of my life with you. I had started it off thinking I still liked Michael .. Alex, he was there for me when no one else was last year. He was the one who picked me up and brushed my tears away. He made my life worth while at that point of time , which led me to believe 'us' was still possible.
But.. when he left, and you came into that class.. My breath was taken from me. I know exactly where I sat in that room that day. I sat in the second row, one seat away from you. When I sat;; You filled that empty seat to get closer to me. That.. That right there is what led me to think you cared about me.

Remember your conversation with Jenny? She asked you if you liked me.. And you said yes. Did that mean anything Alex? Or was that a lie.

You have had a history of cheating. Of lying. Of pretending. Of doing bad things. Of being a perv, and having S e x in the 5th grade ! But.. I still loved you. I was the one who picked you up, and brushed your tears away when your girlfriend switched schools. I was the one who was there with you;; when you had no friends anymore.. I would always see you walkin by yourself to class. Your known as the A-hole at my school, and yet I still saw you as this caring.. sweet.. and cute guy, who cared about me.
Guess I was wrong. I loved you. I loved those brief moments when youd come up behind me and wrap your arms around me. Those hugs where you would spin me around.. or when youd hold me in your arms for a couple seconds longer than you would any other girl. Those moments made my life everything. I looked forward to those moments ..

I been thinking ; Im not good enough for you though. Im not the prettiest girl, or the one with the biggest boobs, or butt. I dont have the nicest body , or the nicest hair.. I dont have the most clear skin ..
All these girls you date are so pretty .. and I knew my chance with you was slim.. but I had hope.

Until I saw you commented on Celecia's photo asking her if she wanted to go out with you.
Alex, you killed me. Broke my heart. You dont understand, how many times this happens to me. You dont understand, how bad I thought of myself last year because of Steven.. He always picked another girl over me. I thought I had no reason to live.

And now.. Alex.. Your in love with another girl. And.. I cant do anything to change that.
Im not mad at you.. because you were never mine to begin with. But I hope you realise one day what you had all this time waiting for you. I hope you realise I was the one who needed you right now, and that when you need me.. I wont be there for you.

Im sorry Alex, Ill always be in love with you..
But I cant wait forever for something that doesnt want me.


-Bunny

[dawnkinz]

Dear JJ,
Well... um... why did you sit with me? Why did you talk to me? Why did you hug me? Why did you hold my hand? Why did you put your arm around my shoulder? Why did you insist on dancing with me? Why did you look like you were going to cry when I danced with my Boyfriend instead of you? Why did you punch him in the face in the middle of our dance? Why did you have to start that entire fight, that probably won't end? Why did you comfort me when he told me he was moving to the states? Why did you ever care about me? Why do you still care about me? I told you I wanted you out of my life. You left me alone for a good amount of time, then you came back when I needed someone and you manged to get yourself back to me. I can't believe that the day he was going to move you ran up to me and him, when we about to have our first and last kiss, that you pulled me away and made me kiss you instead. He punched you right then and you guys could've had a full out fight if I didn't stop you, but... why did you do it? You never hated him before he started going out with me. In fact you guys were friends, so I don't get it. What makes me so special? I manged to get you out of a good part of my life after that, but when he moved back from the states and we got back together, you found us again. But the weird part now is, your my step brother. There is no way I can get ride of you now. And my BF hates that you live in the same house as me, that you know almost all there is to know about me, becasue you are now my brother. You still show me that you care and like me and all that stuff, but it just can't work that way, becasue we're sibs. It's so awkward when he comes over, because you are there too. Usually following us around, like your making sure we don't kiss or anything. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS?

from your step sis,
~*Me<3

[miraphoenix]

Dear RL people who keep bothering my friend and I,

Quit it! Cut it out! Your dumb antics are going to get us in trouble, while you get away unharmed! You are provoking this, and you know it! We just want to enjoy talking in peace, without people bugging us every few seconds! It's not too much to ask, is it?!


Dear teachers,

Please, for the love of muffins, stop taking those kid's sides! Can't you see they're the ones bothering us to the point of us lashing out? Are you incapable of seeing both sides of an argument? Is it some part of oath you took to not punish the instigators? Please, please, stop picking on us for trying to solve a problem you are ignoring.

Sincerely,

-an annoyed Weredrakka

[flufferpie]

Dear ________,
It's only been a few weeks since I've last seen you, and I already miss you like hell.
Oh man, you need to come back. I cannot possibly wait another year.
Old friend please come back to me. For we have lots to discuss and share, as we always will.

More importantly I never got to tell you I love you.

Until then..
M

[Alyth]

Dear J,
How long has it been? 3 or 4 years, I believe. So long ago you knew, i told you but not once in person. Your still here but now you can only visit. How i miss you. How i wish so long ago and still today i could tell you. I've tried to forget, tried to push you out of my mind but some how your name is in so many memories. I wont talk to you for months at the time and it still does not work. Well, come December you will leave for a whole year to a place far away. I wish i could tell you. I wish i could say how hard it is. Your there already and wont leave.
I miss you.
Forever,
Alythh

[starstream<=]

dear god,
please... please make it stop hurting. i can't handle this much longer...