by spaceguinea » Fri Oct 05, 2012 12:17 pm
...Okay, here goes ;3;.
Dear parents,
How the h*ll can't you see you're ruining my life?
Sure, you think traveling the country is "a good thing for me."
Well, it's not! I'm a young teenager who lives in a 42 foot torture chamber on wheels, and you don't realize it!
I don't have friends, I don't even have my own BED. I sleep on a friggin couch!
Why can't you see that what you're doing, yah, may be 'good experience', but its a life ruiner!
You friggin banned me from my computer for a year because I was 'talking to people.'
You know why? Cause THAT'S my connection to life! Yah, I have friends on the computer!
I have Kennah! You don't know ANYTHING! She's pretty much my only friend. My best friend. She's on the internet!
We've VC'ed, you don't know. We've talked, you don't know. We text in the friggin car, you don't know.
You've never heard her name, even, cause I'm too scared to tell you anything.
All because of that night you banned me. It scarred me. Now I can't do anything without my heart racing ready for you to peek over my computer and see something.
I have another FB, and added a few of my friends I met on the internet.
SURE, some people may be stalkers and perverts pretending to be a 14 year old girl, but I've SEEN these people.
Yet you don't know.
I don't know what to do, except for keep going and hiding everything.
I hold in my tears.
I hold in my feelings.
One day, I swear, I'm gonna explode into a nervous breakdown.
I fake this smile! YES! I'm not your 'perfect little girl', I'm a slightly depressed person, and it's your fault!
LETMELIVEMYLIFE!IT'SMINE,NOTYOURS,SOFKOFF!

i'm multi-dimensional!!!
| charlie
| she/her
| taako's good out here
