by soul. » Wed Aug 22, 2012 4:22 am
Dear _________,
I know you're upset. We have our ups and downs, I know I'm not the nicest person in the world. Right now I'm probably the person you hate most.
But seriously.
You started it first, you hurt me, you made me upset, you isolated me and left me upstairs, this wasn't the first time. But it's okay, because everyone is always on your side, because you're younger, and you don't understand, and it's not your fault.
It's mine.
It's always my fault.
You tried, i'm proud because I always have to be the bigger person and make up with you, and you're quiet. I hate that though, I hate how you're to young, and don't know what to say. So I have to roll my eyes, and swallow my stupid pride so you can be happy.
Well no.
No more.
This is the first time you tried to apologized first, and let me tell you, you're not the greatest. You tried and defend yourself, well you're the one who told me I over react and since I don't see how I am different, it's a problem. Well let me tell you something, you have changed too.
But that doesn't matter, because I'm the bad guy, so I'll just keep my mouth shut. I'll shut up for once, I hope your happy how everyone is on your side and completely left mine. How you're so abandoned, and how you're so left alone. Yeah, I'm sure. I'm so sure it's all about you once again.
Since I'm the bi-polar one, I guess I have an excuse. Oh wait no I don't, I never do. But I'm not going to cry, because I'm stronger than that, I left all my tears in that room, you know? When you could have come up and talked to me before the last minuet like you always do?
And how you always turn people on me? Making lies. . . ? What is this.
It's a little to late for sorry, and yes, you don't understand it because you haven't ever been through it yourself.
You think I want to change? You think I want to become the way I am? NO! I don't! So if you can't even leave me alone about something I'm trying to figure out, then I'm going to give you your space. You obviously need it more than I do.
Because I bet your the one who has a broken family with to many problems and your stuck WAY in the back crying for help, and going to a safe haven where when someone has to ruin it.
I guess I'm the one who should be saying sorry, when your the one who upset me first. Right. Because it's my fault.
Well I think I'm about down now.
Signed,
A friend who it's all her fault.
Last edited by
soul. on Wed Aug 22, 2012 4:32 am, edited 1 time in total.
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