Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[horizon.]

Dear self,

Why would you do that?
Why would you start again?
You've dug yourself out of this hole a half dozen times.
But I don't think you're strong enough to do it again.
Your resolve is crumbling; better jump on that.

No love, self.

[~Divergent<3~]

Dear irritating boy-
Ahhhh you are making me sooo upset, you say everything is not the same cause of me! Well you could have told me you like instead of lying than telling me you didnt! And you say im the one who lied, IM the one who messed everything up! Well guess what I am pretty sure its you! Im trying my best to fix things even though this is not my fault and you should be the one explaining everything to her on the confusion but nooo you just sit there swearing at me! STOP SWEARING! I CANNOT TAKE IT!!!!!!!! Honestly you were a good friend WERE but I dont know if we should even be friends anymore! JUST STOP! You think she wont go out with you cause I like you but guess what I DONT like you!!!! Read her messages she doesnt like you only as a friend!!!! NOTHING MORE!!!!-
A very irritated girl


Dear girl who says she doesnt like him as nothing more than a friend-
You say you only like him as a friend as stated above, but I was friends with you for a verrrry long time! And I think you do, but noooo you wont admit anything!!! You just sit and say "ohh idk if i do" well girl from that I am pretty sure you do!!!! Im literally yelling this letter out in my head, and I wish you would read this!!!!!! Honestly I dont even know if he should go out with you, you like sooo many guys, and most of them like you back how do I know you wont cheat on him like you almost did with your last boyfriend!!! If he goes out with you treat him with respect!!!!


Dear Best Friend who is trying to help-
You honestly are not helping all you are doing is irritating the both of them, I love you, but dont help

[Hound 2]

Dear my friend/user,
I am sorry for sound so awkward and creepy.
I'm terribly sorry.
I just desperately
ohgawsh..I can't finish that sentence..I fear you are reading this.
Wondering what the hell is going in my head..
Ah..Sorry..Thanks for taking me.
-Juke

[Saina Belaire]

Dear guy I like,
Yeah I like you. No, I don't stalk you. No it's not weird since you're one of the few who was nice to me. I can talk to you normally and it's easy for me. So please stop ignoring me! You know I'm there, you know that I just want to be friends. I told you that. I said that I didn't date. So please just talk to me! You're 1 seat down from me. What's so hard to say 'hi' or maybe, oh, I don't know, 'Sorry, didn't see you'? Please! Just say something!
Sincerely, me.

[lucifer morningstar]

Dear ____,

I'm not sure why you love her more than me.
I do everything you tell me to, while she slacks off.
Yet, you still yell at ME and be nice to her.
What the heck?
Why do you hate me?
I don't understand.

-Me.

[nagema]

Dear Cute guy I just met and really like,

Hey I just met you and this is crazy but call me maybe- no wait.. what am I doing? Well, I did just meet you. We were camping. I have a permenant campsite and you just there for the weekend. Now you're gone. I miss you. I've never had a crush on someone this fast before. Yeah, I know I'm young. I was stupid to not try to talk to you. I have only had one boyfriend and just broke up with him.. two months ago. We haven't seen each other for too long and it just wasn't working. I'm too shy. My friends said you liked me and wanted to get to know me more while others said you didn't but would go out with me if I asked. I don't want a boyfriend that doesn't love me though. I watched you drive away and wanted to run after you.

The second guy I have ever liked in my entire life is gone. I never got your number and never gave you mine. I don't know your last name or how to spell your first name. See, I've only ever wanted to go out with two guys because I look deep inside. I hardly care what's on the outside. Personality is what I like. Not your hair. I don't just judge a book by it's cover. Just because you like what you see, it doesn't mean you'll love what's on the inside. I know, this is a stupid letter and I only knew you for a day but, it was the best day I have ever had since July 5th 2011 when I started going out with my 1st boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about you, and I smile every time I say, think or hear your name. I'm listening to slow love songs because of you. This sounds so mushy and..I don't know. I just want to see you again. You said you live far from us in the small town of god knows where.. I forgot the name.

A friend told me you were coming back in a couple weeks but you don't know how many. I don't know if I will be there or not. My heart skipped a beat. I will be there. Yes, this all involves the awkward talk with my parents on how I need to go camping to see if my second crush will be there. I have to keep a clear sceduale for a while and it'll be hard with school starting in two weeks but it's doable. I wanted to talk with you but I hate those awkward moments when you have friends sitting nearby watching.

It's almost midnight and my mind is like the music thats playing.. it's skipping and about to shut down. I might add more to this later but I'm tired now. I guess I'll just end this letter now.

If only you could actually read this.

Love, nagema.


{Umm.. any comments are welcome..}

[sweet tea]

dear depression,

You suck. Why can't I just live a normal life like everyone else?

-a victim

[runnershigh]

Dear S,

Why are you so shy? Please just come out and say what we both know. I feel the same about you. But you and I are both to shy to admit it. Why? Please, please tell me on camp. You've been growing closer to me, but still try to act cool. I have only 3 words for you, and what I want to hear you say.I LOVE YOU.

From, your secret admirer. You know who I am <3

[WRENCHDOGS]

Dear inner artist of myself,
Why can't you come out when I want to draw something cool but instead end up drawiing something bad? You suck, my inner artist. You need to come out when I need you to draw lions or wolves with. You also need to come when I want to draw something on the computer like yet again, lions or wolves. Thank you for reading and probably ignoring this and my videos.
Sincerely,
.~.Tealfur.~.

[nagema]

Dear Life,

What did I do? What did I do to deserve what you do to me? You are the one that's messed up. You are cruel but like Rascal Flatts says

Life is a Highway

You have put me through so much. My first boyfriend, my grandpa died from cancer when I was in third grade. He said he'd take me for my first ride on a fourwheeler and he'd take me icefishing for my first time when it's gone. It never went away. You left him.
You left my uncle. You let him just shoot you dead.
My Cousin is gone due to war. You left so many loved ones.
One of my cats has a tumor and the other almost passed away because his kidneys were failing. Yeah, sure you saved him that time. I thank you for that. But, life is like the love with my first boyfriend. The love is there for a while but you know it's going to leave.
You left my brother after his first 42 minutes of life. He'd be 21 right now. I never got to meet him because of you.
My mom is suffering. Always in pain. She died once in a car accident back in 2009 and you also saved her once. Fine. You've done some good things but you brought her back with RSD in her left arm. My moms neck snapped in the accident and she now has a metal plate in neck that freezes in the cold winters. Shes left handed.She's here today but with chronic pain. Her and I both have chronic pain but mines in my feet. I was born without joints in my feet that can't be completely fixed. There is tissue instead of a joint to seperate the bones but the pain will always be there.

I hate you. You need to just give me a break and leave me alone for a while. I choose the best paths there are but even then.. they are all still under construction. Well, that's pretty much it. I'm tired. Let me sleep.

Sincerely hated by nagema.