by Annwyn » Tue Aug 21, 2012 1:59 pm
dear {insert douchebag name here},
leave me alone. just....stop it. I'm tired of arguing with you, I'm tired of you telling my mother she's fat and worthless, and I'm tired of you treating me like I'm worthless... I know I can't do things my brother can, but how is that my fault? I do just as much as he does - with depression hanging around my neck, I might add - and all so you'll stop yelling at me and acknowledge that I'm an actual person and not the lazy little s---t you always try to make me out to be.. quit getting drunk. quit making my mom get drunk. quit making me wish I was dead. I'm tired, so tired... I'm sick of you telling me my life is good when everyone is miserable, including myself, and then telling me it's my fault everyone is miserable when I don't even talk to anybody.. I go to therapy because of you, because of what I do to myself when you push me too far, and because of how you try to make me feel about myself when I tell you to respect my mother. get a life, one that's far away from me and my family. you make my mom miserable, blame us, and make her even more miserable as you pile on more insults about her weight and tell her she's a bad mother and cook.. I don't want to abandon my mother or my siblings to get away from you, but I don't know how much more of this I can take.. I belong in the mental wing of my hospital, in a white room with a therapist and alot of medication. I hope your happy about that, because I know no one else is. go die in a hole.
- you know who I am