Dear Michael,
Do you remember "Invasion" at church that night? Honestly, it was the best time I've ever had with a boy in my life. We stayed together the entire night, stuck to each other like glue even though everyone else had gone their own way. We even lied to stay together when one of us was "tagged" and had to sit out for 20 minutes.
Laying in the grass with you; staring at the stars- that was great. I can't even put words to it. It was so cliche, and I thought it would never happen to me, that it was only a movie thing. I was wrong.
And I haven't seen you since June 4th. I may not see you for another year.
I just don't know what to do. I really want to start coming to your church to see you, but it'd only be for a few minutes once a week. Is it really worth driving that far? I miss you, honestly. I can't even look at your pictures because I know it'll hurt. Should we end our relationship? I'm sure you don't want to be with a girl you never see. It'd be better if you had a phone, or even a Facebook account, but I have no way of contacting you at all apart from through my best friend.
What scares and hurts me the most is that I have absolutely no clue whether you want to be with me anymore or not. I like you a lot, and you're the best boyfriend I've had so far. You haven't hurt me physically or emotionally, and that's a first.
I'm confused.
-From your girl.