by Annwyn » Mon Aug 06, 2012 3:48 pm
Dear self,
If you love him, tell him. You know he cares about you, even if it's only as a friend would. But a good friend. He won't turn you away, he won't mock you or annoy you about it, he won't be mean, and you know he won't. He's not that kind of person, you know he's not, so stop being so afraid. He's the only guy in the world right now that you care about this way, so suck it up and talk about your feelings. Maybe if you do it, you'll finally realize you still do have a heart and you aren't just a soulless sack of Depression. He can't love you back if you hide from him. So get over those dumb fears, and just say it.
Love,
Your self
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Dear The Guy I Love,
Feel free to turn me down, all I ask is for you to hear me out.
I think about you so much it's driving me crazy, and after we talk I don't know if you could ever face me,
But I have to keep it real - I know that's always been your deal.
Much Love,
The Wanna-be Lover Girl
P.S.That cd I made for you, I have no idea if you actually listened to it, but it was important to me. And I hoped it would be important to you too, atleast a little bit. I don't know if the message I was trying to get across to you got through or not, but the fact the cd I made for Bishop sucked compared to yours I hope atleast showed a tiny sign of favoritism for you. xD