Dear _____,
I"m going to be frank.
Yes, this is your fault, and yes, I'm angry about that.
But you're also sick.
Really sick.
I think I'll yell at you when you're better enough to not puke when you eat a cookeeeehh.
Until then, get well soon.
And yes.
It is hard for me to watch my best friend slowly kill herself.
Thankyou for asking.
Thanks for checking with me, to see if it's ok,
before being utterly stupid and wasting your entire life.
I'm trying hard in school,
and taking care of you guys,
and making sure Meg doesn't hurt anyone.
R told me that's too much.
So I think I'll leave the M part out.
Just ignore her.
I love you all-
I can't stand this.
And Therese-
I know you're not telling me something.
What's wrong?
I know there's something worrying you,
and you won't tell me,
because you're strong like that.
I have to tell everyone everything.
I'm weak and stupid,
and too worried about you guys to see
how worried you can get about me.
Such a hypocrite.
Guys, I really care about all of you.
Marion,
I promise I won't end up like Beau.
But you have to promise too.
And Hannah.
Therese, you don't have to promise,
I know you'd never do that.
I'm so jealous of you guys.
You're all strong,
never telling, not complaining.
I'm such an idiot.
I miss you guys.
Even though I saw you yesterday-
I just miss what we were.
Look at us now.
Marion- Just because I'm angry at you,
doesn't mean I don't care, mk?
Therese- Really, what's wrong?
Hannah- It's not illegal to punch doctors. Put it down to being unstable.
-Isobel.
A Really sad Isobel.