by ban » Sat Aug 04, 2012 1:25 pm
Dear Everyone,
I don't get what you want of me. Before I was obnoxious and such and didn't apologize for being so terrible, and you all got mad. Now I apologize and just leave to let you be happy and you still get mad. I don't know what to do. Cry myself to sleep at night already over issues offline, I honestly can't deal with it anymore. I'm having a really rough time, and I know I might not have reason to complain, but I'm trying to be happy and a good friend to you all. I just don't feel as if anyone cares to be my friend. It's like I'm the stick in the mud, you only talk to because I'm around a lot. I know I don't have a very likable personality, you should see me in real life. I sit there and get the shakes thinking about having to be in a place with strangers. I know good and well I can't make new friends, its a miracle I have the ones I do. I've nearly come to tears thinking about the coming school year.
I may be over reacting a lot, but I'm sensitive I guess. It doesn't take much to drag me down, but takes a lot to bring me back up. And I've been down a lot lately, so it's just me I guess. I just feel as if someone's always mad at me.
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