Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[griffin111]

Dear me,

Y U NO write meaningful messages as well as other people here?!

*sighs* I guess I could write one from the heart.




Dear kids at school,

Well, I'm short.

I'm nerdy.

I'm different. (I mean, who else watches anime? You just give you a blank stare...I wish my friends were like the ones on CS)

I don't do that whole "dating" thing where you say you are for popularity, like what you started to do in middle school. It's stupid. It's not even dating. It's a game, basically.

I tried so very hard to be like you.... 'cause all I wanna do is be popular. But why are you making it so hard? Can't we all be popular? Sure, I'm not a tomboy. I'm not a jock. I'm not a diva. I'm not goth. I'm plain. Like that Greek yogurt I have for lunch that you call gross so casually, even though you just tore me to pieces. I try to laugh it off, but it's so hard to do.

And I feel terrible for other people, too.

You gossip about them.

Judge them by their looks, without even talking to them.

You don't care about the damage you do to other people.

All you care about is being popular.

Do you do the same to me?

Love,
Anime

Can I just say I love this and it fits my life perfectly

[Alice Cullen.]

(Thank you, Foxanna and Griffin111! I wish the best of luck to you guys! Hang in there!)

[griffin111]

( same too you, hope it works out )

[Foxanna]

(You're welcome, I feel you totally deserve it. n__n And also thanks!)

[sweet tea]

dear self,

you're happy all day yesterday and then you just completely shatter at night. why? because you have mood swings. but why did i cry last night? i realized that his life was horrible. terrible. his mother doesn't even love him! he wasn't even supposed to be born. he had long talks with his girlfriend and me (separate conversations) and we would compare what he said to his girlfriend and he said to me. it all was very close.

dear m,

as you know your
sister has passed...
and i do wish it was you but no, because
i never get what i
want. like how i got you. you have
four months to move out.
your father and me think it's time for you
to leave... mabey if you weren't
(back page)
born everything would
be fine mabey you
should leave the
world. you weren't
supposed to be here
anyway.

love,
your
mommy


copied word for word, line for line. his mother wrote that to him! why would any mother do such a thing? and that was only a quarter of our conversation. i'm not going to think about it more, unless he brings it up again later.

love,
your worried and shameful self.

[Forever Lost]

Dear ____________

Although, I've never told you, you're my only friend on here. I've never been a very sociable person, and always kept to myself on CS, but when you started PMing me... Over a year ago now... We quickly became friends. There have been times when we haven't talked, but we always end up messaging each other again in the end. You're my best friend on here.

Yet, I feel like I'm losing you. I've never been very sociable and have never had very many friends, both on the internet and in person. I don't talk much. I feel like I don't talk enough to keep our friendhip going. Whenever I try to think of more to say, my mind becomes blank and I can't even type out as much as I usually so. I apologize about not talking much.

Regardless of my lack of communication skills, you're an awesome friend. I feel like i could open up to you with anything. Anything besides this. Everytime I get a chance to tell you the things I've written here, I don't take. At the same time, I want to get it off my chest, so I'm writing it here. I guess in my mind, I'm secretly hoping you'll see this, but I know you won't

You're friend, Y.A.N.A.

[honeybug]

dear self,
you are a rubbish person.

- fray

[Katria]

Dear C,
I'm gonna go ahead and quote what you said, then respond. "Your welcome tell A I said hi :) she won't awnser me anymore"
You know. (First of all) I wont answer you because you HAVE YET TO SPEAK TO ME! I am not going to get in an argument with you on my sisters timeline so I'm posting this on CS. Of which you will never see. You know, if you'd talk to me I'd be more than willing to talk back. I'm not one to speak first. I speak when spoken to, especially when in an argument. As of now. And secondly, Do NOT go asking my sister to say hi for you! Get the guts to say it yourself!! What the hell makes you think I'll go answer her to have her relay it back to you?? I do not like when there is an owl to relay what I say. No. I'll say it to your face, or through a message sent directly to you via electronic device. I will NOT use a real person. They can all to easily mess up what I said.
Get that through your thick skull.
~A.

Brother, Pick up the crap yourself. It's not my room. It's not my fault they went to the bathroom in your room. It's not my dog. My dog goes outside. Just because my dog has a dog doesn't mean anything. That still doesn't make it mine. I didn't ask for the other dog. I didn't want the other dog. You can not blame me for the things she does.
~A.

[oikawa]

Dear friend,

You are not rubbish, why would you think that?

Love,
Silverspirit

[two.stride]

Dear Mom,
Why wont you understand me? I see right through your method of making crap up to make me not nervous.

Dear Music,
Thank you for feeding my soul.

Dear geometry,
I HATE YOU

Dear brain,
Please tell me if im hungry or bored.... SERIOUSLY im getting fat!!!