Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Avolition]

Dear _____,

In the words of one of my favorite songs,

"And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm - not over you."

Love, Avolition.

[marouk.]

Dear Friends,
You don't realize what you do to me, do you? You don't realize how this feels to me. You think I'm the one to be there for everyone. Whenever. You don't realize I can be sad too. I always have to be the cheerful person I was when we first met. You know nothing about me. I'm just acting around you. Just being a person I am not. Just to satisfy you. Be it on CS or outside. It's always the same. I don't really care about myself. At least not as much as about you. I know this sounds braggy but I don't care. You're lucky to have a friend like me. I would give up anything for you. But of course, that doesn't matter. You just stick to all those hypocrites. I won't care anymore.
Sincerely,
Marouk

[Fake Diamond]

Dear .....
It's been 4 days,
We didn't talk for 4 days.
I know you can't come online cause your on holiday
But at leat you should try other methods of communication
You know there's this thing called a mobile phone.
But no,
i guess i will never hear your voice,
Never see how you look,
And never meet you.
That's fine.
Totally fine.
But it makes me feel like iam worthless.
I know that's not the case but still it hurt's
Yet i still love you.
I know iam better off without you but
I love you.
Please, Talk to me soon i miss you.

From AZ

[Euphora-Saur]

Dear J,
About two years ago, we stopped being best friends, because L had convinced me that she could be a much better friend. I already wanted to end our friendship because of your awful choice in a boyfriend.. but I missed you. For the first time in two years, we talked today, and neither was mad. I actually felt so happy to talk to you again. L isn't even a friend that she promised to be.. I can't believe I actually went to her instead. I feel horrible for leaving you. Now, you have a baby, and you're just a year younger than me! I even told you that I made a huge mistake choosing L as a 'friend' over you. I guess over this rambling,m is that I miss my bestie. </3 I just wish I could have made a better choice.

from your apologetic friend.

[solo]

Dear Grandma,

I can't be perfect.
I want to be an artist.
I'm sorry if you think I'm a failure, but this is who I am.
I love you but I am getting tired of being judged 24/7...

Solo

[Halostar]

Dear annoying little sister,

Stop accusing me of things that I didn't do. You know it drives me insane. I hate when I'm cornered up and being told I'm wrong. I really do.

Sincerely, Annoyed Big Sister

[chickadee;;]

My questions to you:

How long had this been going on for?
Did you know exactly what you were doing?
Was this your plan from the start?
Did you ever really feel that way?
Was this done out of lonelyness?
Who was in on this idea?
Did anyone support you?
Did no one stand up for me?
Did you think I would find out?
When were you planning to tell me?
Do you know the affects it has made on me?
Did you ever think of me?
Did you really think it was 'funny'?
Did you ever actually care about me or my feelings?

...Is this the real you? Or just a joke like everything else you seem to say to me?

Well, trust me... This isn't the first time I've been left walking... In the cold November Rain.

Oh, yes! You know this song! Just try to sing it with me now! I really thought that... 'Ya know. I was similar to you... Oh, no. I'm glad that it turns out I'm not! I trusted you with my feelings... Although these feelings were small... They were still there. Still exsisting. But you had to go and take one last punch at them... It hurt just as much as any other but this time... Happiness can't hide it. Too bad. It has too. I won't go trying to lean on my amazing friends just because you turned out to be a total... Well, heartless person. I know tomorrow it will all be alright, it's expected of me to stay the same. But will you change? Nope. Just know that if you do, although I doubt it more than I've ever doubted anything... It won't be the same. Ever. If it wasn't a joke, that is... I understand your jokes can be like that but... M seemed convinved and you know how smart she is. But if it was true... Then you can try your best. Just try to sing with me now! I'll never hear your voice. No matter what song, I don't care... Never. You hurt me, and although it won't last long... It was still done.

You know, for a second I actually had hope in you... But now that second has passed... And I wish you would return to that place you came from... 24 hours away from me.

[Ryuuko Matoi]

Dear nightmares,
Go away.
Let me sleep. I don't need to see my mom die in front of me.
And people wonder why I refuse to sleep. Yeah, there is good reason behind it. I don't need to see that every friggen night.
Sincerely,
A very tired Desty.

[trolls]

Dear Ms. Yadon.
I hear you talking about me with the other teachers.
I see that you know I am there, but continue talking.
I am not retarded. Obviously you know that because you have seen my grades.
It's funny because this isn't the first time I have heard you talking smack about me.
I have always disliked you.
That is why Ms. Shreckengost takes your place as my favorite teacher.
Ha. Ha. Ha.

You're P.Oed student,
{ e t e r n i t y }

[dooze]

Dear 'friend',
I am so freaking confused with you. First, it was excluding me out of that group for our class trip to Yale and then it was not inviting me for the photos before the formal dance that we have been counting down together for the past year.
Are you truly my friend?
Now over the summer you've invited me to hang out but I don't know if I want to.
Youve been acting more self centered and the girl who just moved here that you're obsessed with? She hates you for that. Shes my best friend now and has always been by my side instead of you... Where have you been when I needed you most and why have you left me out during our 'group's' times of laughter and joy?
-Cat