by goldh31 » Tue Jun 12, 2012 9:49 am
Dear C______,
If I could ask you one thing, just one thing, it would be why. Because, honestly, I don't understand. Why did you do this to me? I tried so, so hard but I was never good enough. I always go you mad somehow. Now you're gone and I want you back, even though I know I shouldn't. I know it's unhealthy and what you did to me is wrong but if you said you were sorry and you loved me, I would believe you, just like I did last time and the time before that. I can count by the bruises on my arms the times you've begged for forgiveness. Now you're finally gone, the never comming back kind of gone, and for some twisted, sick reason I want you back. Oh, and just one thing. I havn't told anybody. Well, not really. I've told one person online but it's completely anonymous and they don't know your name. Please, please don't get mad at me. I know you will though, you'll get really mad. That's why I'm never sending this letter. That goodness you don't have a chicken smoothie account. But really, why? I just don't understand.
Goldh31