I Confess That (New thread, please lock)

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[meerkatgirl]

I confess that I don't think there is anyone on Earth I trust with all my secrets and that I feel I can totally be myself.
I confess that I'm paranoid.
I confess that I don't know who I am at all.
I confess that I am pretty sure I have OCD.

I confess that I am all of the above.

I confess that I have commitment issues. I confess that everytime I get too close to someone, a defense mechanism kicks in, and I start re-building my walls. I confess that I have pushed everyone away because I'm deathly afraid of hurting them too. I confess that I try to blend in, to become invisible, because when I'm myself, I'm more vulnerable. I confess that no one knows the real me, because if they did, they'd have the power to hurt me.

I confess that I'm too afraid of love to try and open up again.

I confess I'd still do anything for him, even though he probably hates me.

I confess that I'm jealous of the girls who talk about how they have the guyfriend who will sneak up behind them and tackle-hug them, or stand up for them no matter what. I confess that maybe, possibly, there's a slight chance I liked C. I confess that he was the only one I really started to trust. I confess that I mananged to hurt him too, even though I thought he was strong enough. I confess that I miss him putting his head on my shoulder, staring at me when he thought I wasn't looking, and asking for hugs in the middle of class. I confess that I secretly miss the rumors that we were dating, because they only made him act like that even more.

I confess that I'm afraid my best friend will be hurt even more, because people can't accept who she is.

[walknolonger]

I confess that.......I'm cool??

[KillerGramcracker <3]

I confess that I've moved on from her brother to her
I confess that i have wanted to kiss her as she slept
I confess that i'm afraid to have her over when my dad's not home

[starstream<=]

I confess that I might be falling in love despite the promise I made to myself that I wouldn't.
I confess that the idea of loving scares the hell outta me.
I confess that sometimes I laugh hysterically because it's better than crying.
I confess that those are the times that bring me to my knees at night.
I confess that I'm learning to get p.a.s.t. those feelings and show my {scars}.
I confess that I'm finally h.e.a.l.i.n.g~

EDIT:
I also confess that confessing all of this made me tear up a little bit. C':

[«licorn violet»]

I confess that...
~ I hate children.
~ I think babies are ugly as hell.
~ I think I'm in love one of my best friends. And she's a girl.
~ I want to kiss her and hold her in my arms.
~ I never want to marry.
~ I will never have children. I will have pets.
~ I wish death upon people.
~ I plan out "scenarios" in my head until they are foolproof and I have sorted out every little thing that could go wrong for me.

[Aki~]

I confess that even though we have been dating for a year I can't expect things from you or trust you... Cause they always fall though... I seems you can't do anything...

[Viperly]

I confess that no, I don't really tan that easily. I was just too embarrassed to tell you that I had gotten a spray tan.

I also confess that when you asked me which church I attended, I lied to you. I thought it would look better for my Enrichment teacher to think that I, and my family, were devoutly Christian.

[duckteeth]

I confess...that I act like I have 'tougher skin' than I really do.

[[DELETE]]

Well, more confessions...
I confess that I think I am smarter, only in the company of you though.
I deeply resent people who use the phrase "You're to young to be hearing this,"
I confess that, if anyone were to die by my hands, it may very well be a close 'friend'.
I confess that I hate my coach sometimes.
I confess that I don't really try in school, yet somehow I pull good grades.
I confess that even if you are my friend, if you punch me, I will punch you back.
I confess that I might have anger issues, but only around a few select people.
I confess that I have many multiple personalities, one for each person I know, each one sees a different me.
I confess that I am a tomboy.
I confess that I hate it when people call me emo, or goth... or worse.
I confess that I hate my name, I find it incredibly common and so boring.