Things that Annoy you

[KickinThaChicken]

Peple asking things over and over.

[tide.]

I'm ill and I feel really bad. And there's this boy, who is still staring at me <.<

How every single topic that I post on just instantly goes silent so that I get bored.


Watch no one post after this xD

This made me laugh ...

But honestly, it's 100% true. Every single topic I post on just goes silent, when just a second ago it was "teeming with life" xD o_O

[Selcouth]

@Barti: Laaaaate reply~ |D
'S what I get for staying up well over twenty-four hours, most of which being spent in a stress-induced shell. Sub-par typing and goldfish memory.

Anyway, technically, yes I could... But it's quite hard to. She's got the intensity of a woman on a mission, and changing the subject just tends to bring you back around to where you started, except with more suspicion involved. She's perceptive in all the wrong ways. ^^; But she's smart, and seems to want to help, though... I just don't think I could accept the kind of help she's offering. Not with that sort of intent and disbelief backing it. Plus, a lot of her methods for facing anxiety or stimulation overload just tend to make things worse. I suppose I'm just a difficult client. |D

@RainbowCheckers: -hugs-
I never can, either. <'3 You're not alone there. But sometimes even pretending can be better than nothing, so virtual hugs from me, and lots of sympathy.

[Bartimaeus]

@Barti: Laaaaate reply~ |D
'S what I get for staying up well over twenty-four hours, most of which being spent in a stress-induced shell. Sub-par typing and goldfish memory.

Anyway, technically, yes I could... But it's quite hard to. She's got the intensity of a woman on a mission, and changing the subject just tends to bring you back around to where you started, except with more suspicion involved. She's perceptive in all the wrong ways. ^^; But she's smart, and seems to want to help, though... I just don't think I could accept the kind of help she's offering. Not with that sort of intent and disbelief backing it. Plus, a lot of her methods for facing anxiety or stimulation overload just tend to make things worse. I suppose I'm just a difficult client. |D

@RainbowCheckers: -hugs-
I never can, either. <'3 You're not alone there. But sometimes even pretending can be better than nothing, so virtual hugs from me, and lots of sympathy.

Hmmm... :C That's not good.
What exactly has she said that's made you feel uncomfortable? Has she tried to change your feelings or beliefs about something?

~Barty
I LOVE YOU ARISU!

[Rainbowcheckers]

@ Everyne who virtual hugged me or stuff: Thank you (: I feel better now.

[Paranoid Ragdoll™]

That mini mystery door in my room is seriously annoying me. I think something/someone might live in there...My room is creepy.

[CalicoWolf]

When people post "Its my birthday" in threads.
Its like they are TRYING to get free Pets, without "begging"

[Morgan K]

I want to go see the Kentucky Derby.
I do I do D:!

;-; it's only a couple hours away.. *flails arms*

My aunt cares for a lot of the horses in the Derby. I haven't seen her since my grandmothers funeral since she doesn't like me.

I just spent my last $5 on a dozen pepperoni rolls that I just sat here and ate all of. (I'm still in school since I have a meeting with the dean in an hour) Now I feel sick.

Also, therapists/psychologists/psychiatrists annoy the hell out of me. The six I went to did nothing but judge me and certainly didn't help me with my suicidal tendencies(among other more private things). I went to one with my face swollen from when my dad hit me and they didn't care. Another told everyone what I said in therapy, spread rumors about me and then made fun of me to my face and then denied it all and called me a liar since it was all hearsay. Rawr.

CalicoWolf, The only ones I've seen actually tell people to give them pets because they turned 13 or 15 or so on. They got yelled at of course.

[Selcouth]

@Barti: Mm... Mosty in that, when you're part of the transgender spectrum, being referred to as the wrong, opposite or just not-entirely-right gender for most of your life tends to make those prounous into a trigger. Either for body dysphora, mental upset, generally skin-crawly feelings... Things like that. It seems particuraly malicious for a person to continue to do so, and pointedly do so, after they know of a person's different gender identity.
Same with name changes; It's generally a big deal. Just that small of a change can mean the world to someone. Not doing so, is like enforcing the idea that “you are not who you are, you are who we say you are.” Which is mind-breakingly hard, after years and years.

I'm an androgyne- which is like a gray zone inside of a gray zone. |D" So I'm a little less cut-and-dry in my comfort zones and identity; but I do lean more twards the male side of things, and I know for certain that I'm not a girl, {despite what my XX chromosome, working-ovary body might have to say about it; but sometimes doctors and parents are only human, and sometimes you're only female because someone flipped a coin and got tails instead of heads} so male pronouns are best for me. I have a male name, am getting surgeries to remove the strange parts of my body that Aren't Meant To Be There, and generally learning to live as what I am- an androgynous-guy-thing.

My therapist does not approve of this, mainly on the basis of age, and continually pushes the matter to be examined and disbanded. I may be young, but I've know this since I was three- a person's brain just doesn't rewire itself because people think it should; and while things do change with puberty, for me it only made things worse.
I'd like to just focus on other things and leave it be, but people like “this” are hard to come by in this area of the world, and I need to be probed for information. I'm, in general, okay with this. It happens a lot. I just want a bit of respect if I have to do it.
The sexuality issue stems from this, in that Pansexuality is an unheard beast here, and it's hard to be gay and straight and nothing all at the same time.

[A.Contradictory.Sort]

I HATE starbucks...>_>
Yet, I bought stuff from there.
Now my tummy hurts and I am annoyed with myself, ;___;