Crushes or boyfriends/girlfriends

[Supernuk]

Falling in love the last day of school, not my smartest move. He's a guitarist (just like me). He's a football player but yet he's an outcast and hated at our school. I could choose not to be an outcast (get all involved in the lame 'popular' stuff) but Im happy with just being me. I guess it started when we went on a trip together to another country (haha). We laughed and had one heck of a time over Kobe burgers and Katy Perry playing in the background. It's sounds sweet but we were both too shy to admit that we kinda liked each other. But on the last day we both admitted we loved each other. Guess what? Were both going to different hi schools and he lost his phone! My life isn't a roller coaster, going up and down. It's just one long 90 degree drop going 200 miles an hour...

[Winterfaux]

M is one step away from suicide. He tried it last night but texted me just before, I managed to snap him out of it but it pretty much scared the crap out of me.

Wonderful.

[sam-j-c]

i'm switching schools and leaving the guys that were whistling at me today far behind. here's to a very confusing end of the school year! lets see how many more times my heart can break cuz of the super sweet guys i like as friends saying stuff that hurts because i only like them as friends and no more </3

[CaliDutchess]

M is one step away from suicide. He tried it last night but texted me just before, I managed to snap him out of it but it pretty much scared the crap out of me.

Wonderful.

I know how you feel. B has attempted suicide multiple times, and I've stopped him two or three times. One day we didn't get the chance to talk, so I couldn't stop him and I didn't even know about it, then the next day he tells me he just overdosed in painkillers. It didn't work though, and me just being there for him stopped him from trying again. It hurts to hear that they try to kill themselves, especially if you love them.

Anyways, I saw one of my old crushes at the pool today. I'll call him M. He looks so good. Seeing him reminded me how perfect he is. I'm not kidding, he is perfect. He's nice, smart, athletic, funny, and extremely good looking. I could easily fall in love with him, but I only had a crush on him when I liked him. I don't want to like him again because I'm in love with B and this guy is one of B's best friends. Gahh! Just when I got everything sorted out, M comes back and shirtless. To make things even worse, his little brother who is a year younger than me probably has a crush on me. Why can't things be so simple and have B stop thinking of suicide and we start going out, and I don't like anybody else? M's amazing, but B just feels so right. There's just something that clicks with B and I. If I start liking M again, it's going to be a disaster.

[Winterfaux]

So far all the guys I've gotten involved with either come with mental problems or a drug habit. But I love them anyway cuz they aren't bad people D=
Oh the boys I attract.

[sam-j-c]

So far all the guys I've gotten involved with either come with mental problems or a drug habit. But I love them anyway cuz they aren't bad people D=
Oh the boys I attract.

hehehe... i don't even wanna go there with the boys i attract </3
why is it that i get more attracted to the careless, fun loving guys; when i'm so carefull and fun-fearing? </3 *crushed*

guy A: hey... i can't wait to see you...
guy B: have to see you again b4 i die
guy C: "are you upset? ur not mad at me are you? do you feel okay? want anything? need someone?" (late to reply to a text by .0000001 seconds)
guy D: ur so uptight... need help fixing that (actions not included)
guy E: you don't wanna come over. getting (adjective here) tonight. come over tomorrow?
guy F: uhhh... huhuhu... hiiii (actions not included)

me: ...eh?

guy i like: "hey, wrestling match tonight. gotta be gone by 4. you wanna come over... nevermind. i don't think i'm ur type... nice talking to ya. peace."

[Tiny Bubbles]

I hardly saw J at all today :(
He had a french horn exam from period 1 till period 4 then when he came in at lunch, we had an amazing lunch time and we were outside with all of our friends even though it was pouring of rain. And then period 5 and 6 he had to go to choir and band practice.
I suppose the school concert tomorrow will make up for it though. Basically 2 hours of band/singing/guitarists etc. where J will be sitting right down the front the whole time <3

[The Royal Mirage]

I haven't seen my crush in weeks. Consider yourself lucky, bubbles

[.jaskier.]

i have many crushes but i dont date anymore... considering my user name, my last bf left me for someone else...

[Tiny Bubbles]

I haven't seen my crush in weeks. Consider yourself lucky, bubbles

I know I'm lucky to be able to see him everyday :) It just feels weird to not have him there... Our whole group gets a heck of a lot quieter. And we get in trouble in English less XD
I was trying to talk to him on facebook a minute ago but he's playing a game on his computer so he doesnt know T.T