I have an ultra problem.
My ex-boyfriend's close friend has become... Enamored with me, you could say. I am not the kind of person who can say no, but I don't really lead people on either. The reason guys are so quick to like me is because... I love Eminem, but I'm still 'beautiful', funny, deep, smart, don't actually complain about dumb crap, and have had a pretty messed up life and don't care. They think I'm the perfect girl, or whatever. But underneath the surface, I have a bunch of problems. And I told this guy, all my problems, and he still likes me. A lot. But the problem is, I don't like him; at all. He always tells me how much he likes me and how perfect I am and how he doesn't want to make things awkward, but how does he not understand, that when I told him I have problems saying no; that it meant I just couldn't tell him no if and when he asked me out. I have really bad anxiety problems, and this is eating me alive. Plus, I have no trust in people, so basically I consider everyone in my life a traitor. I have no idea what to do. I'm hiding my friendship with this guys from everyone in my life. I just feel like I'm drowning, god, any girl would love to have this kind of attention from a guy, but it makes me feel like I'm backed against a wall. Please help me, someone.
тнoυɢн ι do ɴoт υɴderѕтαɴd тнe мeαɴιɴɢ oғ love
ι do ɴoт мιɴd ιғ ι dιe тryιɴɢ
тooĸ yoυ ғor ɢrαɴтed wнeɴ yoυ lιғтed мe υp
ι'м αѕĸιɴɢ ғor yoυr нelp
ι αм ɢoιɴɢ тнroυɢн нell
αғrαιd ɴoтнιɴɢ cαɴ ѕαve мe
вυт тнe ѕoυɴd oғ yoυr voιce
yoυ cυт oυт αll тнe ɴoιѕe
αɴd ɴow ι cαɴ ѕee
мy ѕтαĸeѕ ѕo cleαrly ɴow
ι'd ĸιll ιғ ι coυld тαĸe yoυ вαcĸ
вυт нow? нow?
нow вy мαrooɴ 5
Attention! I'm sorry if I joined a RP and poofed, school is taking up all of time as I have around 5-6 hours of homework a night. I greatly apologize. I will still reply to PMs daily but other than that I doubt I will be active. I love you all.