by cainhurst » Sun Jan 09, 2022 5:19 am
disappointed and upset, but not even surprised anymore tbh
might go and isolate myself from the friend group for a week or two to avoid splitting on one of my closest friends whoops
edit: therapists told me so many times that i gotta learn how to just sit with and feel my emotions, even "negative" ones (remember kids, and i actually mean this, there aren't actually any inherently "good" or "bad" emotions), but several years later i still feel like i'm doing it wrong because they just get so much worse the longer i try to allow myself to feel them odsfsklfd
me, marinating in disappointment that is slowly but surely turning into actual anger: hmmmm,,,, this ain't it, chief

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