TheComfortCorner | V.9

[huskyhiccups]

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[scxr]

the more i learn about the world, the less i understand why i’m here.

[pancake]

god i just keep creating my own problems over and over again, and avoiding them.

[abbie.]

i miss you a lot ma'am):

it's now been over a month since you disappeared randomly without any explanation and it's really starting to stress me out and i really really miss you): this is the longest you've been gone for now and i genuinely don't know if you'll be coming back this time and that's the scary thing about online friends and i'll have no way of knowing what's happened ahrkjelms
i never even got to celebrate your birthday with you or celebrate my exam results with you and i just miss doing things with you or talking to you but you're not here and i don't know what to do anymore lol
i sometimes really don't understand how you can disappear for so long, the longest before this was 3 weeks but this constant disappearing and stress hurts me on so many levels and i'm currently crying while typing this and i've been crying on and off all day over it LOL

i know my abandonment issues suck and i know i overthink to hell and back all the time when this happens but you also know and you just keep doing it and every time it keeps getting longer and longer and there's never any warning or anything i can do to know you're okay, i'm just left worrying):
i'm begging you to be okay, i really miss you and you promised we'd do so much together ):

[bubbaberriboo]

thinking about how all the people i went to school with are getting married and having kids and i am just some lame mess who can’t work or do anything because of my crippling anxiety and ptsd. no one understands my fears. everyone just thinks i am lazy and stupid. i wish i could go back to who i used to be. i used to be smart and motivated. now i just have nothing. absolutely nothing. i am nothing. i am still so upset over college. i was so ready and prepared to actually have a life but this stupid pandemic ruined it. stuck at home where all my horrible thoughts festered and grew into a bigger and bigger problem. and now it’s uncontrollable. i will never go back to that motivated person i was for such a little time. now i am just left here waiting. i don’t know where to go or what to do. i am a failure. only a miracle can save me now.

[changbin]

run bulletproof run yeah you gotta run 🕺🕺🕺

[GL1TZY]

i'm a horrible person and now all my friends hate me. i hurt them and i didnt even know. how could i not see what i was doing? i feel like i never deserved them, i hurt them and now i feel horrible. I tried i promise i just didnt know what i was doing. i told them to tell me if i did anything wrong. why did they wait until a year later to tell me? i dont even think my parents care. i mean it is 2am but i'm scared that i will be alone. and school starts up on the 6th which is too soon. i cant be alone in school. if anyone want to pm me go ahead.

[honeycat;]

i'm just so tired. even though i sleep all day.
i'm in pain and just suffering and i'm over it.
hate being pregnant. hate having all the risks, the symptoms to the extreme. i miss all my babies. i miss my girl.
i'm just getting worse. i feel terrible about wasting my days away just sleeping but i'm stuck in a hospital. really, what else is there for me to do? other than just staying awake, anxious about everything. sleeping is the best option.
my nesting's kicked in, but still, can't do anything for that. which is driving me insane. everything's driving me insane.
why did everything have to happen like this. why is this my story. it's not fair. i don't deserve it.

[QueenPebbles93]

I hate feeling like I’ve already wasted my life when I’m still SO young. If I didn’t have so many mental illnesses, maybe I would’ve already been moved out.

[Ford F150]

I just want to cry.