TheComfortCorner | V.9

[onion]

one of my friends stopped talking to me maybe ten or twenty days ago but we didnt talk too terribly often so i didnt think of it. then i noticed he left my discord server, blocked me on discord, and blocked me on snapchat. i dont know what i did... or didnt do? i mean i dont think its my fault that we just kinda stopped chatting the conversation just came to an end and he never messaged me again but idk i just feel horrible right now.

[medikament]

i’ve been feeling really sad recently and it’s making it difficult for me to enjoy anything anymore

[honeycat;]

i really really just want my babies back.

[Celozon]

i dont think im even ready to have a job, mentally im like 12, but i cant just pass it up, it was such an insane opportunity and its exactly what i want to do and i was so lucky to be offered it completely out of no where and with no experience. i really want to do good and impress my boss but what if i mess up

[crabodile]

im trying to drop out of college and ive tried so hard to get in contact with the admissions office. ive emailed them three times and once i got qn automated "we received you email" and other than that its been radio silence. ive tried to call the school and ive tried to call the admissions office and i dont even know how to get in touch with my so called admissions counselor or if i even have one (surely i must??????) i cant get into my account because i dont know my password and i dont have access to the email i used anymore. ive started writing down the passwords ive tried but every five or so tries i get locked from attempting for a little while. what if sending the "forgot my password" thing to my disabled email made it so i cant even sign in if i had the real password? im stressed and worried and i cant even drop out of classes because my braon thinks i should because what if i get charged for them even though im not even in the same state that the college is in.

[venti]

a note to me:
you're fine. you're okay. you're not a failure. you're smart.

-
i literally had a crying fit yesterday
i have so much pressure put onto me...

[Arlecchino ♡]

nothing like having to sell your pokemon card collection to make sure rent is paid and that you can eat this week. who knows what ill do after, if i can do anything at all.

[Celozon]

i want to quit my job so bad it’s really hurting my physical and mental health, my legs are more bruised than not bruised at this point. they’re all covered in gross purple and blue spots, im embarrassed to even wear shorts because it looks disgusting. it hurts to lift weights because my shoulders and back are so messed up from being made to lift things i’m not strong enough for yet (wow what a shocker I can’t lift a patio set, a pool, or a pallet over my head), the older men i work with always tell me that since women begged for equality i have to lift the same things as them. i have been harassed and even assaulted, for one of the harassments the guy got paid to stay home. i was reprimanded for taking time off when my grandfather died. i need to switch to morning shifts to a less physically taxing job, but my managers will not let me leave my team ): i don’t want to get a job anywhere else because this is the only place that doesn’t affect my sensory issues much. i really want to stop working to get my GED since i left high school to start working but i will be starving and wont be able to pay my parents rent, they don’t understand why i want to get my GED since they didn’t finish highschool either. i feel im stuck at this job forever, i basically have a middle schoolers education, i love to draw and could open commissions but i work so late i never have time. i regret starting working at this place when i was underage, my team is entirely men, and they thought it was okay to bring in an underage girl. i accepted because i needed it and i trusted that they’d make sure i was safe. they did not

[♥ vibrissae]

it's not something big or anything but i think i've figured out one of my biggest insecurities. i've hated my face since i was 8 and i think i now realise what's wrong with it.

i don't have the perfect nose but it's not that that messes things up. i thought that maybe it was that my forehead was too big, but even when i covered it something still felt off. after staring at myself in the mirror i've now realised that it's my eyebrows, which isn't something i would've thought of at all. it's not that they're a bad shape - they're actually great in that department. but they're too low. they make my forehead look bigger than it is and make my eyes look more hooded. if i make the right expression i can make my face look nicer and i kinda like it, it's just that constantly looking surprised isn't good lol. i just wish my eyebrows were born higher on my face. they'd frame it so much better. i never feel pretty and it feels so frustrating knowing that just that one little thing could make a huge difference.

still hate my facial appearance and i'm incredibly insecure about it but at least now i know what to be insecure about

[Neeko nordestina]

Oh dang I was wrong I love him too .-.
What am I gonna do?