TheComfortCorner | V.9

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[chickiro.]

i said too much to her.
i went and said too much to her.

[lusher]

i feel like im a psychopath.
i'm ruining relationships, especially with my mother and my brother, and i'm accusing people of things that aren't even true. my mother deserves so much better than what i give her, and it hurts. i also don't deserve any oft he things i have. im a awful person, genuinely. it feels like im losing everyone. and i deserve it.
god i'm even too tired to vent.
i'm too tired to do anything.
i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up.

[miissingyou]

urghhh i hate being sick especially sinus infections man
i love sleep and this is quite literally (repeatedly) waking me up around 2 hours after i fall asleep this is torture
and thats not even referring to the agony that is all my symptoms sigh

so our entire family has covid now lol.. (transparented for a certain sickness name)

[Arlecchino ♡]

i'm not sure what else to do. i've done it on my own too long to as for help now.

[huskyhiccups]

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[bubbaberriboo]

just re-read something i stumbled upon by accident and now i just feel... gross. it's hard to feel like i did the right thing. i spent so long not standing up for myself, and the one time i did it made me feel awful. i had my reasons. i did it for my own mental health. but it still feels disgusting and makes me sick. even now that i know i have ptsd and now that i know it was a trauma response, i still feel guilty. i had a similar meltdown happen recently; an extreme rush of anger triggered by a ptsd related trauma response. i feel like a monster. i just get blinded by fear and anger and i lash out at people. it is awful and i don't know what to do about it. i guess i can bring it up with my therapist, but i am so scared of that part of me. it sickens me to even acknowledge that i can get that angry.

[viles]

• i'm about to have a breakdown, but once again, it's at the worst time imaginable. i need to be in a different mental state to get through tonight. can something happen to make me a different person just for a few hours?

[makingmerrymusic]

Being a teacher is hard. Being a first-year teacher in the year 2022 is harder. I don’t have the personality where I can command a room of 30 children, especially when a portion of them don’t want to be there (in an elective class- they are SUPPOSED to want to be there.) Nobody is doing well right now. I went into teaching to help. I don’t feel like I am helping anyone right now.

[chickiro.]

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