TheComfortCorner | V.9

[mcr]

god i hate this life

[stellulite]

I just want to give up (‘:

[Ghostpuff 1]

My school's annual play I was a part of finally had their last show and I swear to god I'm going to cry all night. I got so attached to the seniors and everyone else a part of it too. But most importantly, I got attached to the show itself. I love theatre and I hope to perform Seussical: The Musical again someday. But as for now, goodbye Seussical.

[saw]

sometimes having a friendship is hard when you feel like the only one putting love and effort in

[Cassini]

My school's annual play I was a part of finally had their last show and I swear to god I'm going to cry all night. I got so attached to the seniors and everyone else a part of it too. But most importantly, I got attached to the show itself. I love theatre and I hope to perform Seussical: The Musical again someday. But as for now, goodbye Seussical.

Hey there, I just wanted to say that I've had a practically identical experience (My first-ever role in a musical was a lead in Seuss!) I've had similar run-ins with how all of the friends you make and all of the time you spend learning your lines and dances can basically take over your life during the rehearsals. It feels wrong when something that you've dedicated so much time and built so many memories with suddenly vanishes, and I felt a similar way after my first show week came to a close. It really takes something out of you.

But the upside? The people that you met will still be around afterwards, and will no doubt be happy to catch up with you if you happen to run into them. And although (sadly) the seniors won't be there, you'll be able to catch up with all of your old musical friends in the next one! In my experience the 'vibe' of each show you perform is always a little bit different, but it's almost like coming back to a little family when everyone gets back together and does it all again next time :D

[lusher]

why can't i ever be ok
i haven't felt happy in weeks
and everything just makes me feel worse

[SurgeFire]

i am exhausted after today sincerely so exhausted and I’ve been threatened with awful things amongst actual terrible things done and said to me and I just want to sleep for 5 days

[mcr]

why am i not getting better

[~~Leafdapple~~]

Why do my parents hate me? Why does my sister act like she did nothing wrong? Every time I come out of my room, I get made fun of and ridiculed. School is so stressful and I'm always moving. My parents are so tense and mean. Why do they put all of my worth onto a grade? What am I doing with my life? Where am I going? Is there anyone there? I don't know.

[Guest]

I think I might have chosen the wrong path but it feels so late to change. I'm almost done, just 1 year and a half to graduate, it doesn't make sense to change, specially because my family already spent so much money on this, it feels rude to give up now. But i'm not sure I will be happy.
I think I might finish this graduation, start working and go to college again while I work, idk. I just love cooking so much and it really speaks to my heart. I love animals, but being a veterinarian requires a lot more than just love. I have to deal with horrible and sad things on a daily basis and I haven't even graduated yet. Animals die or suffer all the time and I don't think I can live my whole life seeing serious intoxications, deadly tumors and animals who got into accidents and are so beyond repair we don't even know how they're still breathing.
I just don't think I can live with all that and be happy. I knew I would see horrible stuff, just didn't know it would be so often. I thought my life would be mostly just check-ups, vaccines, upset tummies, spaying and neutering, ear infections, maybe some broken bones here and there. But surprise surprise, people almost always only take their pets to the vet when they're so sick they're almost gone. I'm tired and stressed and I just want to live a life where I can bake every day and see people happy for once.
I made the wrong choice. I can't live with this. I know the world needs people to do this job but I just can't.