TheComfortCorner | V.9

[hainu]

trying to recover from years of repeated toxic relationships and trauma is.. difficult, a lot more than i expected. i don't know what's a red flag and what isn't, and any time i feel hurt i feel like it's wrong of me to feel that way even though people tell me that it's completely reasonable. ionno. i hardly even know what's "bare minimum" and what isn't. currently sitting and crying to myself because this guy i've been 'courting' or whatever can't even make any time for me; not because of work, just because he always goes to other people and i feel selfish for wanting any quality time with him.

i communicate with him the best i can, i tell him what bothers me and what i want/need out of our situation and i encourage him to do the same too. and it seems like he acknowledges it and understands it and just.. doesn't care, doesn't make any moves to make it better no matter how many times i tell him, and then gets confused when i'm too hurt and tired to even be excited to see him because i know that he's just talking to me in his 'spare time' while he freakin goofs off with our friends.

it feels wrong and unfair that i'm upset because it's only been a little over a week but my friends keep telling me that i have a right to be. i don't know.

[zanderwolf]

By the time this year is over, i will no longer be the youngest in my family. I will have lived longer than my sister who was the oldest of us three. Its been over 10 years since I've seen her... I find myself desperately holding onto memories about her in fear I may forget.

[onion]

it was nice while it all lasted.

[kal!]

x

[Spearow]

Ah guys I'm so worried about this little animal that isn't even mine - I've never met her before but my I've been worrying about her all night.

I was at work last night and around 3:30am my coworker/friend called me freaking out asking me if I know anything about ferrets. I've never owned a ferret, but I love animals and have had many different types. Y'know like crabs, chickens, mice, hamsters, koi, bettas, cats, dogs, birds, frogs, all kinds of pets. I'm a bleeding heart for animals, they're like the only thing I love in life.

So I was talking to my friend/coworker and she tells me there is a ferret on her back porch and her dog had attacked it. I gave her the number of an emergency vet and asked her to send me a picture so I could verify it was in fact a ferret and not in fact a fisher or (wild) weasel etc. She sent me a picture and my heart broke, poor little baby looks awful. I could immeditely see that she is a little domestic albino ferret that someone released. Looking at the photo her little tail is damaged and she is covered in mud and all wet, lying limp likely in shock but alive. She is a little fighter, tiny thing attacked the dog back. I'm still waiting on an update on her if she made it through the night. ;-;

Universe do your thing, send positive vibes for this sweet baby. She deserves so much better </3

[annaki]

i have to be the world's biggest screw up
first i go to what has to be one of the best dancers ever and i can't be good, then i go to a well-known and great studio and i still can't do it, so there's obviously something wrong with me, my siblings could always do it but i just can't, i don't even have the guts to say i don't enjoy it anymore, i always believed i could do it, everyone around me used to believe it too, but at this point i can't be fixed so it's useless to keep trying, they pretend to be supportive and i pretend to enjoy it because that's how it has to be now, i'm expected to keep up but i just can't
there's something wrong with me and there is so way to cure it
i'm just a problem now

[lusher]

i hate everything and i hate how worthless i feel

[scxr]

you know you’re a mistake when even your mom tells you you’re not a good person lol

[coffin]

i hate feeling so helpless and anxious about things i dont have to feel like that about. like What. nothing is different why do i feel like this

its been so long since ive felt this way and i really thought i was improving but now i feel like i am Drowning and its over nothing at all!! i hate feeling like this

i guess i just really cant handle change

[saw]

just realized you never deleted the characters you stole from me. just moved them out of my sight. i really dont appreciate that. its been months you have the ability to delete them. and you have them on a trade account. thanks.