TheComfortCorner | V.9

[saurium]

i hate feeling awful like every single day. when will i finally JUST,, FEEL OKAY FOR ONCE. this time of year always makes everything worse for me, the holidays have been ruined ever since 2017.

[pictochat]

i am so tired all the time... i can't function anymore

[hypnowave]

actually going to fight my mom lmao she has no right to pressure my sister the way she is. your youngest daughter is trying her best, she's miserable, her school is hardly doing the bare minimum, and the expectations you're placing on her are beyond unreasonable. you act like she's incapable of paying attention to her classes when you constantly push her to lose sleep over her assignments. her teachers barely even schedule their class videoconferences and just drop the link in the group chat when they feel like it. no kid should be dealing with this.

[Sullivan Maurus]

Well, my birthday is soon. I won't be celebrating it.
Shout out to my Animal Crossing villagers planning a party for me, though.

[espekae]

Having a bit of a stressful time atm and just need to vent on here since its 3AM and I have no one to talk to.

Classes are over for the semester and I am taking a few days off of studying to relax before I need to grind for my finals. Anyways, I’ve been staying up super late binge watching AoT and loving my life. The past 2 nights I’ve had a lot of jaw pain which isn’t totally unusual for me because I have issues with my jaw popping sometimes, but I was trying to massage it a bit and found a MASSIVE lump on one side. Not sure what could cause that but it’s most likely the source of my pain. Hopefully it’s just inflammation but I can’t access a doctor for a while so I’m a bit stressed now and just in pain.

Anyways, I hope everyone else on here feels better. Life is really rough, it is, but you are all very strong and capable even if it doesn’t feel like it. Just keep pushing through <3

[kitty teeth]

2 months without you.

You’re alive but without me.

I love you. I’m so sorry.

[lovehunter~]

I have a job to save up for a car, made it clear to my parents that i wanted a job to save up for a car. I did just that and brought this up at least once a month that the second i get my license, i’m buying myself a car between 10-15k but they’ll pay for my insurance. We decided on this and agreed on this way before i even got a job. All of a sudden my dad was like you know what, nah i’m not paying for your insurance too while i’m paying for your older sisters insurance and paid for half her car. Like what.

That just destroyed me and when i started crying he started yelling at me telling me to stop having a pity party.

After spending my whole summer alone (i live in the middle of a field) it got really lonely spending day after day sitting at home not being able to do anything while watching my older sister and parents leave every morning. I felt like i was in prison.

My dad really told me i can’t get a car until my first year of college or uni. I can’t wait that long. I will loose my mind.

A car might not seem like much, but it will change my life. I know i’m sounding way to privileged rn. sorry.

[updog]

i havent done any work literally all day. time has just been passing by too fast lately. i finally got a referral from my therapist to see a psychiatrist, but i have to wait until at the very least monday (which at the rate time is going won't be hard), but i still have a mountain of work i need to get done that ive been ignoring for the past?? four weeks now??? and even worse, the sites that i go to to get dopamine are making me. really. really. stressed out. sometimes i think to myself, maybe things would be better if i just never said anything at all, but i've tried that, and it sucks! and it stresses me out even more!! and i feel awful if i dont write out every single thing that im thinking because what if someone takes it the wrong way? but then all of my posts just look like jumbled messes, following sixteen lines of thought at the same time. source: this one.

[bubbaberriboo]

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[mean&gay]

ah yes, the height dysphoria paradox. i feel dysphoric because i'm short because i'm afab, but then i feel euphoric because height insecurity is a common source of toxicity in cis men. it all comes full circle. we really are pathetic creatures huh