TheComfortCorner | V.9

[lush]

i just wish i didnt feel like this all of the time pff
its messing up my ability to go to school at this point
im screwed, and i cant sleep.
i wish the anxiety would just shut up and go away for once
it hurts lmao
i just wish it could stop, id do anytning to just mske ti stop for ode weke
jsut ine week soni csn try again and fic it
im so tiref of msyelf

[viles]

• i was trying to close my laptop, and one of my earbuds got caught in the hinge. basically, i accidentally closed my laptop on the earbud and now half of my screen is cracked. i have finals next week, most of which necessitate the use of my computer. ig i'm gonna have to deal with the half cracked screen, but idk man. i'm just upset rn. i hate my stupid clumsy self so damn much,,, my parents are upset too and theyre trying not to be angry but i can tell theyre frustrated and i just,,, aa i just wish i wasnt me,, all i do is break things and screw up,, at least it wasnt their computer ig,,, i just,,, aaa i dont want to have to Cost Money
  
  edit: i just want someone to talk to...like, in person, i mean. idk i love the online space i've carved out for myself, but irl is just a minefield of difficulties and loneliness. i'm so tired of my daydreams being the best part of my day.............shoot idk if i took my medicine

[RoxyTBDW]

What if she doesn't like me, or my friends reveal the truth about my feelings for her?

[mean&gay]

mums sleeping in my room even tho i asked her not to and im freaking out. i sleep downstairs i said she can wake me up if she needs to sleep downstairs but shes in my room instead. i told her not to i hate it so much i cant cope. did she forget. i cant sleep now because i know shes in there. i hate my brain. why cant i just be fine with it. i feel sick

[rogan]

x

[coffin]

ive been trying so hard to be ok but this week has me losing my mind and i dont know how much more i can take
im so scared. i got out of that situation and now im right back in it. i thought it was ok. i ignored the red flags like i always do.
and honestly this is the first time something has actually Happened. it could just be a single occurrence and part of me is tempted to just.. flat out ignore it. because im so lonely and i dont know what to do if i lose any of my meager amount of current friends. but i cant do this again.
they're acting like he acted. treating me like he treated me. i see all the red flags. i see them. but im too scared to do anything at all.
i dont know what to do and im scared

[RoxyTBDW]

I hate this, why does my life have to be like this?

[annaki]

hm. i miss them.
we used to have so much fun together. i didn't realize it then, but they didn't want me there. i should have stayed ignorant. it was so much fun. we called ourselves "the three musketeers", there was four of us. I see them now and I don't feel anything. we were so close. then i had to ruin it all. i wonder where'd we be if i didn't. i remember thinking of us at this age when we were little. little did i know. i'm grateful for the new ones, but it's not the same. they can't be the same. i'm not the same. i hated who i was then. i still hate me now. so how the hell can i like myself at this point? i don't know. i never knew. i never understood. it's my fault for not trying enough. for saying those things. for not understanding why they didn't want to be around me. for still not knowing what i'm doing wrong sometimes. looking at us now feels weird. that childish spark when we were doing something fun isn't there when you stare at me like that. when you tell your friends to avoid me. when i tell my friends to not ask what happened. when she smiles at me in the hall with a friendly greeting, like those things never happened. like we haven't all changed for the worst. like it wasn't my fault. how your friend always tries talking to me, but i can never seem to figure it out. how my new friends are more pressing on why i think everyone hates me. how i know nobody that ever mattered to me still like me in the slightest. how i know it's my fault anyways. how my new friends wont ever know what happened. it's embarrassing. i'm embarrassed that i can't hold a friend. that nobody has ever liked me. that i am still not over it. that i'm not okay. that it's just... too much.
Well, that sure went on for a while, it's alright.

[bubbaberriboo]

i feel dizzy. i want to talk to you. but why?
ugh
i'm sorry

you left. thank god.

[huening kai]

Just a reminder that you are valued, you are loved, you are beautiful.

Anger, stress, sadness, anxiety, they're horrible feelings, I know. But feelings are temporary, and as time passes, so will they.

You may feel lost, confused, misunderstood, afraid. And that's okay. It will be okay, you will be okay.

You may feel alone, like no one understands you or has experienced the same issue, but trust me, thousands of people have and do.

You may be experiencing a sad or difficult period in your life, a time where you feel like nothing will change or get better, but everything will work out. Even if things don't happen the way you expect them to, know that a new pathway will form and guide you to a new journey.

If you would to chat with me about your day, receive some advice or simply be listened to, message me. Any hour, any day, I am here for you. I understand it may be hard to open up, especially to a stranger online, but I consider you a friend. No problem is too small or too difficult, you are not wasting my time, you are not a burden to me.

Stay safe, try to hydrate and eat, you're doing amazing. ♥