TheComfortCorner | V.9

[dillydallydarlene]

Ima a good girl ima good girl ima good girl 😭😭😭💔😭💔😭💔

I wish all of it would go away

[breadstick]

it's a dark night and i don't know what to do with myself. i can't help the people i want to help, let alone myself. i just hope friday comes fast.

[hellebore]

My best and only friend who I've known for nine years, who knows me like no one else has or will, who I know unlike anyone else, who shares with me a rare sense of understanding, caught covid along with their mom and they're a high risk individual.
Don't want to consider the possibility of losing them. If I did lose them I don't think I could ever quell my anger. I don't know if I could do anything ever again.

[acura,]

nvm

[grey matter]

when the stakes are high
best to play the clown
and we dance as the sky crashes down
- dance while the sky crashes down by jason webley

mmmm everything sucks after being SO GOOD for just one day.
my psychiatrist sucks, he hasn't refilled my prescription nor is he answering any of my stepfather's calls
my mom is getting sent off to do military stuff because of this sucky storm
everything was okay for just one day
but now
now I'm scared
and my emotions
suck
I just wanna cry
with my two slices
of chocolate banana bread

sure on the upside I'm getting gender affirming clothes "soon" but will they really get delivered with this dumbass storm
man I just
I'm crumbling

they tell me I'll be fine and I should just wait for instruction but I despise uncertainty in situations like this
I hate it
I hate it all
I wanna break down

in fact,
I think I will now.

edit: mostly okay now that I cried a lil and ate chocolate bread.

[Azura ~~]

You really all are forgetting me huh..

I get it, I ain't the best person in the world.

BUT DON'T ACT AS IF I DON'T EXIST.

I haven't yelled at you in a while.. But I'm about to..

[plur]

i feel super bad and sad and i wanna cry!!!! i wanna scream! i wanna feel better.. i was havinga good day but now i feel bad again! ive been feeling nothing but depressed alll month and i want it to stop! i dont wanna be me, i wanna be in a new body with a new brain!its all so overwhelming its too much!!!!! i want to feel happy and better but i feel lonely and sad all the time and i dont know why! i wanna be a kid again. i dont wanna be a teenager anymore. my trauma is too much on me, i wanna go back to before i remembered what happened and i wanna go back to when i was able to watch anime and laugh at it for fun and not because i need to feel something other than constant pain and depression.. the pandemics been making things worse.. i wanna go out for coffee, i dont have any friends irl.. my friends online are starting to hate me , im loosing everything. i annoy everyone and im so dumb and im just awful! i try so hard but it doesnt work. being happy is so hard. i just wanna be able to curl up with my stuffed animals in a cozy bed but not even my bed is cozy anymore. everything feels uncomfortable and cold these days. life has been the same old limbo for the past six years and im tired of it. i just wanna feel happiness again

[anonymous dog]

i need to see a doctor about all this

[Lex.]

I've been trying hard to restrain a certain coping mechanism, but it came back the other day.
I guess it all came out at once and my brain decided to take things in it's own hands. I swear that thing has a mind of its own

[Trexxa]

I'm so frustrated. I wish I could find it in me to finally get out and discuss this thing with someone. my roommate just gave me the perfect opportunity to but I pushed it aside. again. I feel like it would be so good to get it off my chest but alas... I can't. it would also help if I didn't get so emotional, ugh.
...I wish I understood why this whole thing still hits me so hard in the first place. it literally meant almost nothing. why can't I just let it go?