TheComfortCorner | V.9

[| nefelibata |]

I feel like I'm floating in the darkness trying to reach up to the light I know I will never be able to get to.

[divini]

if anyone wants to let their feelings out, i'm willing to listen.
shoot me a pm

general reminder;;
it's tough whatwith covid-19, but you can get through this.
one day at a time.
something that helps me:
i love you exactly as you are.
you don't need to change for me to love you.
its something i need to hear sometimes, and im hoping it affects someone the same way. validation and unconditional acceptance can do wonders.

[iMeadow]

I'm just upset because covid-19 ruined something I was really looking forward to. I was supposed to go visit my long distance boyfriend at the end of April, but unfortunately I had to cancel it. I will be rescheduling it but I have no idea when yet, it's just a waiting game. This would be our first time meeting so it was supposed to be special. I was supposed to have happiness for a few days. I just wish I would've known this would happen, I would go a lot sooner. Why does it have to be a thing now?
I also have a concert at the beginning of May which will likely be postponed. It's all just not looking up for me at the moment.

[rogan]

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[zima ❅]

i feel like i'm dead to everyone and that i don't matter, even if people act like i do. it makes me think, will i ever find people who i can trust and care about anymore? the only real friends i've had, are all gone now...

[pthumerian]

lol, edsam gi fail... Ya knew h’t, total fail. Ya gues't nyurb''t h’t fu yj interaction trie't fu gi specific kind yi uh’e... nafl nyurb ya neet eph anyway, dakar sas’h naflthing tis learn jho eph.

[fairywren]

yesterday: i don't want to talk with felix ever again. they hurt me and i am not in a well-enough mental state to talk to them.
today: hi felix <3 <3 how have you been? uwu C: let's talk more ^-^ can't stop thinking of you! :>

the sequel:
fe: okay yeah haha let's hang out after the lockdown
me, internally: this is where you give a dry response so that you can stop talking, okay? DRY. RESPONSE.
me: sounds great :p so what are you up to? \o/

i am going to walk off of a cliff.
and why are you talking to me anyway????? we broke up in january! we agreed to not talk again because WOW our breakup was so messy!!!!!!! and then you texted me at 3 am and just . Bro. Why Are You Like This Bro. and my lil dumbass brain goes 'oo, felix, might go crazy and revert to our old dynamic' and GODDDD CAN YOU STOP TALKING TO ME. WE CANNOT BE JUST FRIENDS. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. YOU KNOW THAT. SO WHY ARE YOU HERE? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH?
anyway

[⭐MARS]

just a few thoughts i need to get out quickly -

001. i've been slacking really bad with my school work and it makes me feel so sad and guilty. no matter how hard
i try to persuade myself, i always remember the due date and say " i'll do it all on that day. " which i can admit is
not healthy at all. tomorrow, i have a lot to do and it's all because i find it so difficult to learn at home. the more
i stay home, the more i stray from completing everything on their due dates if i complete any of it at all. the first
week treated me very well, with me being motivated and getting all my work done the day it was assigned. now,
i can't even be bothered to check our powerschool webpage or respond to my emails frequently. it's truly my own
habit, but as much as i acknowledge it, i just can't get back into the loop anymore. quarantine is no fun. everyone
stay safe, and we will make it through.

002. my dreams have always been weird and entertaining, but last night's dream hit me like a brick. it was just so
sad out of no where and it ended up with me waking up, waiting a moment to process what had happened, and crying.
the dream in particular had to deal with the loss of one of my living family members and a few different animals which
seemed to represent myself and the person in question. it's extremely hard to explain, so i'll let whoever has decided
to read to perceive it however they'd like. it's just so mind-boggling to me how i could dream up something at that level
of sadness. it could be the quarantine, or a strong emotion i don't know i'm feeling yet, or even a warning for the
future, as cryptic as that sounds.

i feel a whole lot better except for the fact that all the animal crossing villagers i have moving in are ugly :[
but anyway- thank you for reading and make sure you keep safe!

[Johto]

All I want is to actually be able to pass as a boy when I feel like it, but I'm always stuck as being called a girl. My friends tell me I can already pass, but being used to my body is so jarring, I'm basically trapped in it. I can't tell most of my family because a lot of them are transphobic so it's kind of awkward. My gender identity isn't even a thing anymore tbh. It changes often, but when I feel a certain way it sometimes just doesn't work and it's really bothersome.

I really need to start training my voice, cause I love my normal voice, since my friends are constantly telling me about how I sound like Tails. It's fun to change it hhmmmm.

[pthumerian]

This crap again. And I have no idea when it's going to end this time, possibly not within the next few days ... my mind hurts.