TheComfortCorner | V.9

[mean&gay]

oh my god the new oekaki boards r so confusing i'm gonna cry i feel so stupid i should've checked more oh my god oh my god kill me i look like an idiot now. hhhhhh damn it!

[troye]

feeling very very very off and separated from my body today,
i don't know why, it isn't a sick kind of off. it's just, off,
and feeling something looming over my head? i don't understand
why it's happening but it's making me really anxious

[breezey]

mm i've come to terms with the fact that my friends are either really fake friends who bring me down or i'm just toxic and need a personality redo but that's alright

oh yeah totally forgot my parents are trash and i need to get out of this town

[AuraDragoness]

So with this whole COVID-19 thing, there really aren't many cases in my area, but my younger brother decided that this would be the best time to get a job. Now, normally, this would be fine, he doesn't have one and being home without anything to do due to self-quarantine while me and my other brother are both employed with jobs that are letting us work from home or in safer environments so he wants to fee useful.

Thing is, this job is probably the worst one he could have decided to get, he decides to get one at a grocery store that is desperate for employees; yes this said store has measures in place to keep their employees safe, but that's not the point. The point is, IF he gets it then there are 2 people in my house that WILL die if they get it.

Not only that, but I feel like he doesn't seem to be taking this all very seriously. His schedule is probably not going to be consistent, it is full time (7 days a week) and sometimes even insane hours. I get to enjoy saturday and sunday nights staying up as late as I want as I do not work on sunday & monday...yet his 1st week has him needing to get up on a Sunday at 7 am, meaning we can't spend time as a family on saturday.

He DID agree that if there becomes 100 cases in our area he'll quit but still, I don't like it. It's a horrible thing to say but I almost just want him to crack under the pressure of the job and just quit that way rather than wait for all hell to break loose.

Everything is horrible and I hate it, we FINALLY are all able to be at home (my older bro was working elsewhere and thus had an apartment and only able to come home on some weekends) together as a family and now our times will never match up enough to enjoy it...

I am scared, and unfortunately nothing any of us say is going to change his mind...I don't know what to do...I just want to enjoy being with my family until this whole pandemic is over...we've been through enough already.

[| nefelibata |]

I've started to notice the past week I've been getting these strange head twitches/tics (they're constant and can be triggered by certain sounds and feelings) and I began to slightly tilt my head and stare at random places in my room for around 30 seconds to 10 minutes. I have also been manically laughing and crying for no reason. Literally the slightest thing will happen and it triggers it. I also have been seeing eerie shadows lurking across the house/room and constantly feel like someone is watching me. Every night I have dreams of someone/something dying and I'm crying. I wouldn't call it a nightmare because I don't wake up frightened but it makes me feel off..?

Lockdown is getting to my head. I feel like I'm going clinically insane.

I haven't been outside in 2 weeks. I haven't seen the sun or breathed fresh air. I haven't seen anybody apart from my family and my anxiety has increased. An appointment of mine got cancelled due to the virus and we had to communicate over the phone and I was too anxious and refused, so now I am being forced to sit with my mother and skype them which I am not looking forward to.

On top of this weird paranoia schizophrenic-like behaviour, I forgot to take my medication last night and was too scared to tell my mother because I knew she would force me to take them in the morning, which is bad. Because they make my face feel numb, body weak and I end up napping for a few hours then wake up disorientated. I've gone about my day without thinking much but the side effects are really getting to me.

[Johto]

I have to live with all of my scars that won't ever go away, reminding me of my past. I was such a carefree and happy kid, but I eventually realized how many people hurt me as I got older. I guess I'm getting better. People just find me weird because of my problems.

[Painful Affinity]

All i can do is not nearly enough to be even be somewhat noticeable and i just - i wanna scream so badly. I just want this to stop. I want to live a normal life like a normal person but i can't. It's tearing me up.

To top it off i had another nightmare again and - please let me at least keep the cool dreams, they're my only escape. Why do all good things get taken away?

Every time it seems like, hey, things are gonna get better from here, there's another thing happening that makes everything worse again. 2020 was supposed to get better not worse.

[SurgeFire]

hjkdsjkjk why am i so bad at reassuring people i'm tryin man,,, i'm sorry
i can't say nothing though because i genuinely care and know how it feels like when i feel horrible abt smth and there's nobody there for me - but - i'm only embarrassing myself and i'm sorry i'm like this
i really am
i just made things worse didn't i ?

[pthumerian]

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[quit-cs]

could really use some form of a pm ,,,,