it's almost funny how you can avoid the blame this much. don't you know you had this coming? what's even funnier is a chose this myself. no one influenced my choice. heck, they only did anything because i did it first !! there was no planning, no thouught about how to be smooth and stuff- we just. did something. sure, i feel guilty, but i have no regrets. i just hope you can realize that you messed up. you cost me so much. but i don't have much faith you'll ever change. you can't even see past your view of being the victim, so caught up in your false sense of security that you don't see what you're doing, who you're hurting...
i have bigger problems than trying to keep that around. but there was really a time where i believed your pretty little lies. a time when i did love you. but that feels long gone.
and hey, now i won't have to worry about the drama that ruined my reputation.
auugh well that's enough crying for today. sleepy time