Woebegone wrote:Really just feeling awful.
No energy to do anything. No passion for anything. I've been sleeping the days away.
Talking about it stopped the nightmares, but now it's all I can think about.
Why can't I remember them? I know they hurt me but who were they? Did they ever even exist?
When did happiness become so fleeting?
Why can't I remember anything? Anyone?
I've always been a burden, but this is a new low.
Where is there to go but down?
charmander ! wrote:charmander ! wrote:why does this world hate me? I've already semi-quit CS and so. the new mod thing is getting on my mind. I'm not going to talk about it as people might think i'm a spoiled brat. it wasn't that nice and I don't want anyone saying, "You're worth living for!" no. I didn't really care until i met a true friend on here. the only light in my world. My world is crumbling, hate, depression, anger. what have i done to myself? everyone hates me by now.I should just quit CS. I don't want any mod coming on my tail and asking why. I don't want anyone to do that. better yet, I haven't gotten a response from many things. i help lots of people, i'm not a mod and don't think i'm going to be. i help because i want to, not because I need to. this world hates me. my world is crumbling to bits. why do I feel this way? i got many great friends but none help me... my world is in bits right now. nothing can change that. the demon has taken over my world and thrown me overboard. i can never come back. when the demon takes over it's a whole different thing.
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